Namak ahimi aadarayak part 14

Kala ulela dawsen passé mata aaith theekshanawa dakinna lebune nehe. E wagema mage depression ekath me weddi  tika tika yatapath weegena aawa. eth mage langa thibunu suicide karaganna adahas adu une nehe. Nithara nithara suicide karaganna adahasa hithata aaawa. Eth hungak amaaruwen thamai ewa adu karagaththe amma gena hithala. Dumindu mata me atharedi wadayak wena tharamata illeem kala theekshawa muna gassawanna kiyala. Eth mage hitha ekata hari akameththak dekkuwa. Mata theekshanawa nethi wei kiyala hithuna ehema kaloth.  Mama hungak aathmaarthakaami una kiwwoth hariyatama hari. Me hethuwa nisama mama duminduta waira karanna gaththa. Eya mage deyak uduragena yanawa wagei mata denune. Eth duminduge karadaren berenna berima thena chanuka school aapu nethi dawasak balala duminduwath ekkagena  giya theekshanage class room eka dihata. Duminduta library eken  inna kiyala mama class room ekata ebuna theekshanage. Lamayi ekka loku kathawaka theekshana. Mama panthiyata ebunama lamayi okkoma hithuwe teacher kenek aawa kiyala. E nisa okkoma eka paara issarahata heruna. Maaawa dekka gaman theekshanage munata punchi hinaawak aapu heti mama hondata dekka. Mama theekshanata oluwen katha kala. eya putuwen negitala eliyata aapu wege mata hitha gannath beri tharam.

“ei hashan?” theekshana magen ehuwa. “nikam. Oyata den wedakda?” mama ehuwa. “special mokuth nehe hashan. Ada ------ sir ewith nehe. Ithin me period deka free.”  Theekshana uththara dunna. “wedak nethnam tikak math ekka library ekata yanna enna puluwanda? Mata oyath ekka tikak katha karanna one” mama ehuwa. “yamu hashan enna” eya issara una. Mama eyata adi dekak thunak withara passen giya. Mata penune mama aadare kara(na)pu 9 wasare punchi kolla loku wela thiyena tharama, urahis palal wela, eyatama aawenika suwandak thibuna.  Kolla langa thibba lama gathiya wenuwata kadawasam “pirimi” gathiyak ewith thiyena heti. Mage hitha hari nosansun theekshanage suwanda denenakota.  Api library eka dihata ewidan giya. Eya mata issarahin padipela negga. Mama eyage pitipassen aawa. libaray eka ethulata gihin pothak thoraganne nethuwa indaganna denne nehene. Ithin mamath athata ahuwena pothak thoraganna kiyala erala thibba cupboard ekak langata giya. Ethanata theekshanath aawa pothak thoraganna. Kollagen ena mata purudu e suwanda den mata thadinma denenawa. Mama ikmanatama athata ahu unu pothakuth aran ethanin ayin una. Aiyin wela dumindu hitapu thenata gihin indagaththa. Theekshanath mama hitapu thenata ewith indagaththa. “ei hashan mata enna kiwwe?” magen ehuwa. “ithin den kohomada theekshana? Hunga kaalekata passé neda?” mama eka paarata mathrukawata besse nehe. Mage hitha adi madi karanawa. “hm.. wedideyak ne hashan, ohe innawa. Wena monawa karannada?” Theekshana uththara dunna. Eth me kolla gaawa issara thibunu udyogimath gathiya den penna nehe. Mata thawamath eyage hema punchi iriyawwakma kiayawanna puluwan.  “ei mata enna kiwwe?” dumindu diha balala eya magen ehuwa. “mekai theekshana, me mage yaaluwek. Dumindu. ” mama kathawa kiyanna patan gaththa withrai theekshanage muna aprasadayen pirunu heti mama dekka. “ithin?” eya pothata ebuna. “eyata oyawa introduce karala denna kiyala kiyanawa. Ithin mama ekatai oyata enna kiwwe” mama eya diha nobala kiwwa. “hello dumindu” theekshana eyath ekka katha kala. mama pothath aran tika eha thibunu putuwakata giya. Mama horen e denna diha beluwa.  Theekshana wedi uwamanawakin thorawa dumindu ahana dewal walata uththara denawa. Mama thawa pituwak dekak ohe peralala library eken eliyata aawa. “hashan hashan” mata kawuda katha karanawa ehila mama piti passa heruna. Theekshana langata aawa. “mama mokek kiyalada hithan inne?” theekshana magen ekapaaratama ehuwa. “ei mokakda une?” mama ehuwa. “oyata maawa epa unata kamak nehe hashan. Maawa athin athata yawanna hadanna epa. Mama wereddak kala. ekata danduwam mama thawama windinawa. Eth ehemai kiyala mata mehema karanna epa. Mama sellam baduwak newei oyata epa wuna kiyala athin athata yawanna.” Theekshana ehemmama kiyala mama wachanayakwath kiyanna kalin herila eyage class room ekata giya. Mama panthiye dorata heththu wuna. Tikakin dumindu aawa. “moko une?” mama wenasak nopenna ehuwa. “apo miniha maara gananne.” Eya kiwwa. “ei monawada kiwwe?” mama aaith ehuwa. “mama  ehuwa eyawa meet wenna puluwanda kiyala thaniyama. Apo oya mata deshanawak deela giye.”  Eya hinawewi kiwwa. “ei monawada kiwwe?” mama aaith ehuwa.. “mama kenekta aadare karanawa, eyata cheat karanna kemathi nehe. I’m sorry. Oyath oya wate yana eka nawaththala kawuru hari kenek hoyagena aadare karanna kiyala kiwwe” dumindu olokkamata wage kiwwa. “ithin eththane eya kiyala thiyenne” mama kiwwa. “e wunata ane. Indala hitala kotu penna kiyala wereddak wenne nehene” eya uththara deegenama class room ekata giya. E siduweemen passé theekshana mageth ekka tikak kenthiyen wenna one inna eththe. Mokada ahamben hamba unu welawatath ahaka balagena giyapu nisa. Eka athakata ekath hondai. Maawa amathaka karaine mamath ehema hithagaththa.

Me widiyata dawas ekakaari widiyata galan giya. Chanukagei magei athare ethiunu randu tikak adu una. Eth api dennata aadare karanna welawak nolebunu tharam. Eya samaharak dawasa wala reta ape gedara newathunath, sex karala ehemmama nida gannawa. Mama unuhumata thurul wenna heduwath eya hondata nidi. Mata hungak duka hithuna ehema wenna gaththama. Me wenakota api A/Ls karanna patan aran den awuruddak withra gihin. Me athara thura sports meet eka thibuna 2011 ekata nadeesha hitapu nisa mama balanna newathuna.  Nadeesha 100*4 event ekata hitiya. Eya event eka karala iwara wela math ekka giya endum maaru karaganna. Mama eya endum endagannakam eliyata wela innakota ethanata mama anduranne nethi old boysla tikak wenna one aawa. “oya neda ara dancing karana hashan?” ethana hitapu ekkenek magen ehuwa. “ow man thamai” mamath uththra dunna. “ithin kohomdada?” kiyala eya mage urahisen elluwa. Mamath wediya gananakata gaththe nehe. Wediya defend karanna heduwamane karadara wedi wenne. “hondin” mamath thani wachanayen uththara dunna. “berida tikak aasharaya karanna?” aaith magen ehuwa.  E wena kenek. “wishesha uwamanawak nehene aiya” mama aaith uththra dunna. Den den mata therenawa gona herenne pol pele kannayi kiyala.  “ithin apiwa aashrya karanna wishesha hethuwak oneth nehene nedda machan?” eka anith ekkenekgen ehuwa. Ethanin mata den yannath one. Eth thawama nadeesha endum maaru karanawa. Nadeeshata katha karala monawa hari prashnayak weida danneth nehe. Mama ethanin giyoth eya balai mama koheda kiyala. Mewa kiwwoth eyata megollanwa pennanna kiyala wali daaganeewi. Mata hethu kotiyayi hithanna beri tharam. Mage waasanawata ethanata dumindu aawa. “ah hashan oya moko methana?” kiyala magen ahana gaman ara kollo dihawata belma daagena. “ne mama nadeesha enakam inne” mama uththara dunna. Eth ekkama ara kollanta duminduge hesireema therum gnna wedi wela giyenam nehe. Eyala duminduta ehata katha kala. duminduth uda penagena giye. Tikakin nadeesha eliyata aawa yamuda ahagena. Mamath ethanin ikmanata aawa. dumindu penna hitiye nehe mamayi nadeeshayi event eka iwara karala iskolen eliyata yanakamma.

Me wage wedagath nethi siduweemnam hungak una. Eth ewa kiya kiya kale naasthi karanna one nehe. Mama me kathawa digata genichcha wedi kiyalath hithenawa. methana indan wechcha wedagath siduweem withrak liyannam.