Monday, June 15, 2015

Namak Ahimi Aadarayak Part 24


Convocation ekata kalinda re theekshana ape gedara newathuna. Eya mage langin inna, Maawa langin thiyaganna, mage weda diha bala bala inna puduma tharam aasa kala. mama paadam karana welawal walata man diha balagena innawa kisi saddayak nethuwa. Mama ei kiyala ehuwama eya langata ewith kiss ekak deela yanawa. Reta paadam karanawanam mata tea hadala denawa epa kiyaddi. E dewal walin theekshana mata sehenna aadare karana bawa mama tiken tika therum gaththa. eth api kochchara thurulu wela ekata nida gaththath eya nikamatawath sexual dekata lead kale nehe. Api wagema theekshanatath hengeem awadi wunu welawal nothibuna neweyi. Eth eya maawa thurulu karan innakota erection ekak aawoth magen eth wenawa. Man ekka wagema theekshana ammath ekkath hungak kaalaya gatha kala. eya bohodurata gedara giye sathiyakata dawas dekak thunak wage. Nethnam nitharama ape gedara hitiye. Amma mulin mulin theekshanath chanuka wagema weyi kiyala hithuwata eya chanukata wada hungak wenas kiyala therum gaththata passé theekshanata hungak aadare kala. theekshana gym gihin parakku wela gdara ena dawas walata mata kema kanna denneth nehe eya enakam imu kiyala. lol. Mata theekshawa mage jeewitheta aawatath wada sathutu hithune ammata man amma nethi unu kaaleka thaniweyi kiyana baya, duka nethi wela giya nisa. Nadeeshath, sandunith issarawagema ape gedara aawa giya e ayata free welawal walata. E denna mage jeewithe hitiye nethnam mata amma erunama wena kawruwath nehe kiyana eka mama nithara nithara hithuwa. E athin mama waasanawanthayi e wage sahodarayekuyi, sahodariyakuyi labanna.
Convocation eka dawase ude amma kiribath hadala theeksnata ammage athinma kawalayi wedata giye. Eya dawal yanna lesthi weddi eya endum andina atharathura mata kiyala dawalta kema kawagena, yanna kalin maawa gannath wenamama cab ekakata enna kiyala mata kiss ekak deela, sandunith ekka denna ekata giya. Convocation eka patan gaththe hawasa 2.30ta. peya 3k withara thibba. Kolla degree eka gannakota matath nodenima mage es walata kandulu aawa. eyage es wala e welawe thibba sathuta, aadambaraya, jayagrahee bawa mata kiyanna wachana nehe. Eya stage eken bahinakota audience eka diha loku hinawak ekka beluwa.  E eyage ammayi thaththayi mamayi innawada kiyala balanna wenna ethi samahara wita. Sanduni degree eka gannakota mata mage nangi degree eka gaththa wage sathutak ethi une. Mage jeewitheta sathuta tiken tika enawa kiyala mage hadawatha therum gaththath, mage buddhiya eka therum ganna lesthi une nehe. Nithara nithara mage me theeranaya harida kiyana eka gena mage hitha ethulen mama tharka kala. convocation eka iwara wela mama sandunith ekka gedara yannayi hitiye. Mama sandunige ammayi thaththayi ekka sandunila photos aran iwara wela enakam hitiya. Mage convocation eke family photo ekata thaththath hitiyanam kochchara hondayida kiyala mata hithunath, mama sandunitawath, theekshanatawath wena kaatawath hithinwath waira kale nehe. Me mage lebeema. Ekata wena aya pali nehene. Mama sandunige family photo eka aran enakam eyalage bags allan hitiya. Photo eka aran iwara wela yanna lesthi weddi theekshana duwagena aawa cloak ekath, hat ekath daagena man gaawata loku sathutakin. Eya aapu gaman maawa thurulu karagaththa. “my heartiest congratulations Kavi!” mama wish kala. “thank you so much my love. I love you so so much” eya mata kiwwa. “ehenam mama den yannada kavi? Sandunilath den yannayi hadann. Nethnam mata gedara yanna widiyak nethi weyi.” Mama kiwwa. “pissuda menika. Mama gedarata eralawannam. Den sandunilata kiyala enna.” Eya kiwwa. “man kohomada oyath ekka enne? Oyalage ammala balayi mama kawuda kiyala?” mama kiwwa. Eya ekata haiyen hina wuna. “me pehenne nethuwa ennako menika.” Eya maawath athakin edan sandunila hitapu thenata gihin maawa gedarata daannam kiyala kiyala eyage ammala hitapu dihata maawa ekka giya. Eyage ammayi thaththayith hari hondayi. Mama e aya gaawata gihin hina wuna. Theekshana eyage ammawayi thaththawayi langata maawa ekkan gihin “hashan me inne mage amma, ethakota me mage thaththa” kiyala andunnala dunna. E denna theekshanath, man dihath diha balala hina wuna. “ethakota me inne mage hashan baba” eya kiyapu eka mata ehue heenen wage. Mokakda eya e kiwwe den? Mage enga pana nethi una wage. Enga seethala wela yanawa wageyi mata denune. Mata husma ganna behe wage denuna. Enga purama daadiya demma. Mage muna kohomada thibbe kiyala mama danne nehe.”apo ochchara baya wenna epa baba. Man ape gedara ayata oya gena kiwwa” eya mage karata athak daala kiwwa. Eyage ammayi thaththayi mata gahaida kiyala mama pana baye gehuna. Ethakota eyage amma man langata aawa. “aiyo me lamaya baya wela inna tharamak. Api oyata gahanne baninne nehe putha. Api okkoma wisthara dannawa. Apita eka prashnayak neweyi putha.” Eya ehema kiyaddi mata belune eyage thaththa dihawa. Eyath hina wela man langata aawa. “baya wenna epa putha hina wela inna.” Mage oluwa atha gewa. Eeta passé theekshange amma katha kala. “hashanuth apith ekka ape gedara yanawada?” theekshangen ehuwa. “ow amme. Akkayi aiyaith balan inne” eya thawama hina wenawa. Maawa thawama pana baye gehenawa. Mama kruthima hinawak demma. Eeta passé eyalage van eke api gedara yanna pitath wuna. Maga digata yanakam theekshanage amma magen wisthara aha aha giye. Thaththath kathawa meddata penala eka eka prashna ehuwa. Mama thawama heenayak dakinawa wageyi mata denune. Theekshana serin sere pitipassa heri heri api diha beluwa. Api gedarata giyama dora issaraha hitiye eyage akkayi aiyayi. “podda congratulations! And hashan malli welcome! ” e dennath mata katha kala. maawa thawama panabaye gehenawa. Eyage akka maawa therum gaththa wage, “podda malliwa poddak ekkan yanna bathroom ekata eyata muna tikak hodaganna denna. Bayta daadiya naala inne” hina wela kiwwa. Eyage aiyath kisi wenasak pennuwe nehe. Api eyage kaamareta aawa. “theekshana?” mama eyagen ehuwa witharayi. Eya ehemama man langata ewith maawa thurulu karagaththa. “denwath maawa wishwasa karanna mage menika. Oyawa mage karaganna mata kisima baadawak nehe.” Mage oluwa atha gaana gaman eya kiwwa. “oya kohomada kiwwe?” mama eyagen ehuwa. “eka passé api thaniyama inna welawaka kiyannam. Den muna hodan enna. Api pallehata yan. Mama ammata katha karala kiwwa oya reta kema kaala gedara ekkan ennam kiyala” eya kiwwa. Mama bathroom ekata gihin muna hodan aawa. eya man eddi shirt eka galawala phone eken wedak kara kara kaamare ewida ewida hitiye. “mathakada me kaamare oyata? Man oyawa mage karagaththe mekedi” magen ehuwa maaawa dekkama “hmmm. ow” mama eya diha balan kiwwa. “mage menika pallehata yanna. Amma tea bonna enna kiyanna kiwwa oyata. Mama wash ekak daan endumak maaru karan ennam” eya mage oluwata thaw kiss ekak deela towel ekath aran washroom giya. Mama himin himin pallehata bessa. “podi ekage muna nikam holmanak dekka wage ape podda wisthare kiwwama” thaththa kiya kiya hina wenawa ehuna. Mama himin himin pallehata aawa. “hashan malli mehe enna” eyage aiya mata katha kalaa. Mama langata gihin hita gaththa.“me putuwe waadi wenna lamayo. Moko api oyata gahayi baniyi kiyala hithuwada?” eyage amma ehuwa. “ne ne.” mama uththara dunna. “ithin malli dannawada ape nam?” eyage aiya magen ehuwa. “ow. Akka tharaka, aiya nimesha. Akka wedimal” mama kiwwa. “sha marune. Bayawenna epa malli. Ape malli ekka oyage connection eka mulinma denagaththe mama” aiya kiwwa. “e kohomada?” mama ehuwa. “ape eka dawas keepayak mood gahala hitiye. Oya eyagen eeth wela innawa kiyala. Api mulin hithuwe kellekge awulak kiyala. Dawasak podda mage kaamareta aawa. man ehuwa moko ban kiyala. Menna eka paaratama mu andannaa gaththa, eyata Gahanna baninna epa eyata deyak kiyanna thiyenawa kiyala. Mama ehuwa ei kella boot thibbada kiyala. E paara eka paaratama kiwwa kellek newei ban eya hashan kiyala. Mama mulin hithuwe mu kiyapu eka mata hariyata ehune nehe kiyala. Mama aai ehuwama mu aai kiyapi hashan kiyala. Mata meter una. Ape eka kollekta love karala thiyenne kiyala. Mata mokuth awulak giye nehe. Mama thamayi passé okawa nalawala kaamerta yawala podi puthage weda tika himin himin anith ayata kiwwe. ” aiya maha haiyen hina wuna. “aiyo hashan. Denwath baya wena eka nawaththanna. Api oyath ekka okay” eyage akka aai kiwwa. Api tea beela iwara wela thawa tikak katha kara kara hitiya. Ethakota theekshana naala aawa. “ah Malaya. Menna umbe baba thawma baye inne” akka ke gahala kiwwa. Api eda thawa tikak katha karala reta kema kaala geadara aawa. eyalage ammala ape ammawath hamba wenna dawasaka ennam kiwwa. Eth mata thawama pudumayi wechcha de gena. Mama thawama wechcha dewal analyse karanawa oluwen. Mama enna kalin eyage ammata, thaththata akkata aiyata wenda. Thaththata wandiddi “oyata den thaththek nehe kiyala hithananna epa harida chuti putha. Ape thundenata wagema mamayi, ammayi oyatath aadareyi.  Eyage sathuta gena hithalayi api mekata kemathi une. Ithin ape puthwa sathutin thiyanna. Echcharayi api oyagen illanne.” Kiyala mage oluwa atha gaala kiwwa. Mage es walin e welawedi kadulu wetuna. Eya maawa eyage papuwata hug karala baya wenna epa chuti putha kiwwa. Maawa daala theekshana ape gedara nawathinawa kiwwama kattiyama hina wuna. Oka kiynnath deyakda den gedara ayata eyawa balanna appointments daanna wei wage kiyala. Api gedara ena gaman mama eyagen wisthara ehuwa. Eya api O/L karanna kittuwa thamayi meka gedarata kiyala thiyenne. Gedarin mulinma eyata sureda kiyala ehuwalu. Eya ow kiwwama, gedarin eliyata pahalata aaranchi wenna node parissamin inna kiwwa witharayi kiwwe kiyala kiwwa. Api gedara aawama eya me wisthare ape ammata kiwwa. Ape amma awurudu gaanakata passé eda hondatama enduwa theekshana pin didi. Theekshana amma andala iwara wenakam ammage oluwa atha gewa. Tika dawasakata passé theekshange gedarin ape gedara aawa. gewal dekenma danna nisa apita kisi karadarayak thibbe nehe. Theekshana gedara yana eka hondatama adu una. Passé mama samaharak dawas walata benala gedara yawana tharamata eya ape gedara newathuna. Me widiyata kaalaya himin himin gewuna. Eth thawama mage hitha aadarayak hoyanna pelambune nehe. Api denna hungak close hitiya wagema eya mata bala kale nehe eyata aadare karanna kiyala. Tiken tika 2014 april lan wuna. Mage birthday ekath lan wuna. Birthday eka dawase mama ude paandara negitinakota mata mulinma wish kale theekshana. Passé amma. Nadeesha, sandu, theekshanalage gedarin. Eda hawasa weda erila mamayi ammayi theekshanayi eliyen kema kaala gedara aawa. gedara ewith api ehemmama kaamara walata giya parakku unu nisa wash daan nida ganna kiyala. Mama kaamareta gihin ende indagena sapaththu galawa galawa innakota theekshana dorath wahagena kaamareta aawa. eya eyage mobile ekan sinduwak play kala. saaamanyayen api ehema sindu ahana nisa mama eka wediya ganan gaththe nehe. Eya eka paaratama mata eyage atha dik kala. mama oluwa ussala eya diha beluwa. “eliye karanna beri nisayi menika gedara enakam hitiye” eya mage es diha baln kiwwa. Mama hina wela eyata atha dik kala. eya mage atha eyage urahisen thibba. Eyage eka athak mage ena wateta daala anik atha allagaththa.

“Another day
Without your smile
Another day just passes by
But now I know
How much it means
For you to stay
Right here with me

The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger
But it hurt so bad I can't take it any longer

I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing everything you do
I wanna grow old with you

A thousand miles between us now
It causes me to wonder how
Our love tonight remains so strong
It makes our risk right all along

The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger
But it hurt so bad I can't take it any longer

I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing everything you do
I wanna grow old with you
Things can come and go I know but
Baby I believe
Something's burning strong between us
Makes it clear to me
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing everything you do
I wanna grow old with you”
Sinduwa baagayak yaddi api ape engawal walata hugak thurlu wuna. Mama eyage es diha beluwa. Ee es deke thibbe uthurala yana aadarayak. Mama eyage papuwata thawath thurulu wuna. Api lanwela hitapu tharamata Eyage hengeem wagema mageth e weddi awadi welayi thibbe. Eya mgen eth wenna heduwa. Mama eyata thwath thadin thurulu wuna. “baba” eya kiwwa. “kavi please!” mama eyage es diha balala kendiruwa. Eya mokuth kiwwe nehe. Mama eya diha aaith beluwa. Eyath man diha beluwa. Mama eyage es diha beluwa. Api ape es diha tikak wela balan hitiya. Issara une mamada eyada danne nehe. Api diga lip kiss ekakata mula piruwa. Eka ethule kisima hadissiyak, animalistic gathiyak thibbe nehe. Api issara kiss karapu tharamma slow and sensual kiss kala. mata eyawa one una. Mama eyage shirt eke boththamak galawanna hadaddi eya mage ath deka elluwa. “baba api nawaththamu” eya kiwwa. Mama eya diha bala behe kiyanna oluwa wenuwa. Eya man diha tikak wela beluwa. Eya eyage shirt eka gelewwa beniyamath ekkama. Passé himin himin mage shirt ekath gelewwa. Mama mage jeewithe me wenakam labapu lokuma sexual sathuta eda lebuwa kiwwoth hariyatama hari. Theekshana thaw duratath physically 10 wasare podi kolla wela hitiye nehe. Eyage enga wagema anith dewaluth wedila thibuna. Api issara kala wage slowy and sensually love made kala. api ehemmama ude wenakam doiya gaththa.. ude negittama eya mage oluwata kiss ekak dunna. Mama eyata thawath thurulu wuna.  “kavi” “ei menika”. “mata deyak kiyanna one” “kiyanna menika” “mama oyata aadareyi kavi. hungak. Mama oyath ekka merenakamma inna lesthiyi. Eth mata thawa tikak kal denna pluwanda? Mata mage oluwa clear karaganna one” mama illuwa. “I love you too my love. Ethi tharam kal ganna. Aai ai me de nokara imu menika oluwa clear karagannakam. Hm?” eya magen ehuwa. Mama oluwa wenuwa. Eda indan me wenakam thawama api e de kale nehe. Me widiyata tika kaalayak gewwuna. Eya masters karanna abroad wenna lesthi una. Eya eheta gihin maawath eheta gannayi plan kale. Eyata eyage gedarin salli lebuna. Eya abroad wenna kalin dawase peyak withara maawa thrulu karan hitiya. Airport ekata eyage gedarin wagema, mamayi ammayi, nadeeshayi, sanduniyth aawa. collage es wala kandulu pirila thibbe. Eya giyata passé api hemadama skype katha kala. eya masters kara kara inna athara thuarama part time job ekak kala.. eyage gedarinuth, ape gedarinuth ekathu wela matath eya gaawata gihin masters karanna salli dunna. 2015 May mamath eya inna dihawata aawa. den api inne ekata unata wena wenama flatwala. Api nithara nithara hamba wenawa. Mage oluwa clear karagannkam api wenwela imu. Eya illuwa. Mama thawama danne nehe mage oluwa kawda clear weyida kiala. Den theekshana eyage masters karala iwara wenna langayi. Ehemmama job ekakata apply karannayi inne. Danne nehe api kawada ekathu weyida kiyala.. mama mage kathawata Namak ahimi aadarayak kiyala demme eyi kiyala den oyala ahayi. E mage kathawe koyi welwakawath api ekathu une nethi nisa. Mulinma mamayi, theekshanayi aadare karaddi eya wena kenek ekka hitiya. Mama eyata aadare kala thaniyama. Mama chanukata aadare karaddi, chanuka wena kenekuta aadare kala. theekshana mata aadare kala. den theekshanth, mamath ape hengeem therum gaththata thawama relationship ekak patan ganna mama soodanam nehe. Aadara kathawakata dennek hitiyoth namak denna puluwa. Eth mage kathawe koyi welweth dennek hitiye nethi nisayi mama mage kathwata me nama demme. Kawada hari mage oluwa clear unu dawasata api ekathu weyi. Eth e dawsa kawada weyi da kiyanna mamawath, theekshanawath danne nehe. Api durin indan apita aadre karnawa. E dawasa uda unoth edata me kathawe nama wenas weyi.
Mama mage kathwa patan gaththata awasan wena heti thwama danne nehe. Eka kohoma nawathyida danneth nehe. E wenakam api balan innawa. Mata oyalata kiyanna thiyenne, me kathwen deyak ganna thibbanam ganna. Thaman thamnage hitha, hengeem anduraganna. Awanka wenna. Commit karanna berinam kawadawath thawath kenekta lan wenna epa. Me wenakam mage kathawa ekka hitapu oyala hemotama hungak sthutyi. Oyala hemogema jeewitha walata magen suba pethum!


Sunday, June 14, 2015

Namak Ahimi Aadarayak Part 23


Eeta pahuwenidath theekshana wedata giye nehe. Math ekka gedara hitiya. Hawasa gym ekata gihin, gedaratath gihin ennam kiyala giya. Eya giyapu athare mama kalpana kala mage anagathe gena. Thawaduratath chanuka gena hithana eka boru wedak kiyala mata theruma giya. Mama mulinma aadare kale theekshanta, mage hemadema mama mulinma dunne theekshanata, mata mage amma, aiya and nangi erunama kisima kondesiyakin thorawa aadare karanneth theekshana, mama awurudu 4k eyagen wen wela hitiyath man wenuwen balan hitiya. Ei mama thawath duk wenne ?mage hitha illuwe theekshanawa, maawa therum ganne theekshana, mata theekshana denuth aadareyi. Eth mata eyath ekka anagathayak gena balanna puluwan weyida? Eya akameththen unath eyata gedarin kenekwa marry karanna balakaloth? Ethakotath mama me wagema thani weiyda? Mage hithata dahasakuth ekak prashna aawa. mama thanikadawa mage ammath ekka innawada? Nethnam aaith kenek gena hithanawada? Mata mage hitha eka eka prashna aawa. me ekin eka berumak karaganna one. Eth hemadetama kalin theekshana gena hithanawanam eyath ekka katha baha karanna one mage anagathe gena, ape anagathe gena. Mata thwath paarak aadare karala thani wennawath, mage ammage hithata duk dennwath one nehe. Amma mata nopennuwata wechcha dewal gena duk wenawa ethi. Mama hungak wela kalpana kala. tiken tika hawas wegena aawa. mata kawadawath nethuwa pansalata yanna hithuna. Amma aawama yanawa. Mama ehema hithala pansal yanna endumak lesthi karanna udata giya. Mama endum meda meda inna athare gate eka arina saddayak aawa. mama balcony eken kawuda kiyala beluwa. Theekshana ewith, sudu ath kota kamisayakuyi, bottom ekakyi endan, head phone ekath kane gahagena, bag ekakuth kare ellagna, athe shopping bag ekakuth ellagena enawa dekka. Dora lock karala neweyi thiyenne eya kaamareta enne. Mama mage wede kala aayith eiwth. Theekshana udata aawa. kaamare mage endum madinna thiyenne dorata pitu paana widiyata. Eya ehemama ewith mage ina waten ath deka daala thurulu karagaththa maawa. “menika mokada karanne? Kohe hari yannada?” eya mage bella kiss karana gaman ehuwa. “ow kavi. Mata pansalata yanna hithuna.” Mama uththara dunna. “mamath ennada?” eya ehuwa. “mahansi nethnam enna” mama kiwwa. “mahansi ne menika. Mamath ennam. Ammath yanawada apith ekka?” ehuwa. “ne kavi. Amma aawama kiyala yannayi hitiye.” Mama uththara dunna. “me man oyata aasa deyak genawa.” Eya shopping bag eka mage issarahata dik kala. eka thibune mama koi welaweth  hapa hapa inna Alpenliebe toffee bag ekak.“thank you” mama eyata kiwwa. “hm.. mama wash ekak daan ennam. Daadiya gandayine mangaawa?” eya ehuwa. “oita wada daadiya peragena thamayi eda aawe.” Mama hinawela uththara dunna. “ah ekath eththane. Appiriya hithune ne? daadiya naala, ganda gagaha hitpau kollekta thurulu wenna?” magen ehuwa. “ne ithin heena mawana kenek langata aawama kawuda ane daadiya daalada nedda balanne?” mama aai kiwwa. “ah mama eka danne nehene. Monawada man gena thibba fantasies? Adults only or more than just a sleep over? ” eya aai mage bella kiss kala. “mulinma thibbe adults only. Oyawa sports meet dawase dekkama. Eth api meet wenna gaththama digata eka eeta wada dura diga giya ekak una.” Mama kiwwa. “hm naughty and sweet. I love it.” Eya aaith mage bella kiss kala. “mama ehenam wash ekak dan ikmanta ennam.” Eya bag eka galawala naanna yanna lesthi una. “endum thiyanna mama hodannam. Oya wash ekak daan enna.” Mama kiwwa. Eya shirt eka galawala ath deka depeththata kala mata langata enna kiyala signal ekak widiyata. Mama iron eka off karala wire ekath galawala eya langata giya. Eya maawa thurulu karagaththa.“oya pawu. Mage endum mama sodagannam. Mata aadare kara kara langa inna. E ethi.” Eya kiwwa. “mama kiyana nisa thiyannako.” Mama kiwwa. “hari ehenam eka dawasayi. Ada witharayi.” Eya kiwwa. “balamuko.” Mama eyagen eth wena gaman kiwwa. “hari hari balamuko.” Eya almariya erala gedarata andinna endumakuth aran bathroom ekata giya. Mama eyage gym bag eka mage mese udin thiyala sapaththu deka mage sapaththu thiyana thenin thibba. Almariyen eyata pansal andinna pulwan widiye andumakuth, yata endunuth aran lesthi karala enda udin thiyala mama pallehata giya. Den amma ena welawa. Amma aawamama tea bonawa. Mama ehema hithala gedara budun wandinna mal keduwa. Tikakin amma aawa. “sudu baba. Den kohomada?” ahagena. “hondin amma. Ah eka newei ada hawasa pansal yanna hithuna. Ammath onenam enna.” Mama kiwwa. “mata ada tikak mahansiyi sudu baba. Eeye wedath thibba. Oya yanna. Kamak nehene? ” amma geta goda wena gaman ehuwa. “ane kamak nehe amme. Yan api tea biwweht nehe.” Mama kiwwa. “kwuda api?” amma hina wuna. “theekshana amme. Gym ekatayi gedaratayi gihin den tikakata kalin aawe. Naanawa onna.” Mama kiwwa. “eya oyata hungak kemathi wage neda?” amma ehuwa. “hm.. eth danne nehe amme. Mata re wetunu wale dawal wetenna weyi kiyala bayayi. Katha baha karalama theeranayak gannawa. Hithunoth ammath ekka thaniyama innawa.” Mama kiwwa. “mata duka oyagena mage puthe. Punchi wayasedima thaththa nethi una. Man kiyana de ahagena ohe hitiya. Aadare kala. daala giya. Eth thawama hina wenawa man gena hithala. Ehema neda?” amma mage hitha kiyewwa wage. “ammage sathuta mata okkotama wada watinawa amme. Maawa hadanna windapu duak danne oyayi mamayi witharayine. Mama kemathi nehe man nisa oya thawath duk wenawata.” Mama kiwwa. “oya sathutinnam mata one deyak mage puthe. Mama oyata aadareyi me hemadetama wada.” Amma mage oluwa atha gewa. Amma bag ekayi genapu elawalu mallayi mese udin thibba. “amma inna. Mama tea hadannam” mama mal wattiyata pen tikak ihala kethalayata wathura daala lipen thibba. Tea hadala iwara wenawath ekkama wage theekshana uda indan katha kala. “baba oya koheda inne?” ammata hina giya. “baba palleha inno. Tea bonna oyath enno” amma uththara dunna hina wewi. “den thawath kenek innawda oyawa thawama babek wage pena?” amma tea bona gaman ehuwa. Mama hina wuna witharayi. Theekshana kota kalisamauyi, shirt ekakuyi endan pallehata aawa hina wewi. Mama tea ekayi, biscuits packet ekayi dik kala. eya tea ekayi biscuitesuyi athata ganna gaman amma diha balala hina wuna. “aunty denda aawe?” kiyala ehuwa. “ow putha. Den tikak. Oyatath me awurudu 21ka kollawa babek wageda penne?” amma hina wela ehuwa. “apoyi ow. Thawama hari chutiyine aunty. Balannako. Api wayasa danne nethnam thawama 10 wasare iskole lamayek wagene” theekshana man diha balan kiwwa. Amma hina wuna haiyen. “aunty enne nedda pansal yanna?” “nehe putha. Oyala yanna. Mata ada tikak mahansyi. Eeye wedath karanna unane” amma kiwwa. Theekshana amma diha tikak wela balan hitiya. “aunty hungak duk windinna ethi neda hashanwa us mahath karanna uncleuth nethiwa?” eya kiwwa. “ow putha. Eth eka dukak neweyi. Me inne mage ekama wasthuwa. Meyage thaththagen mata lebunu watinama thegga. Mata puluwan uparima sepa dunna. Eth mata den meyage anagathe gena tikak bayai puthe. Mama nethi unu kaaleka thani weyi kiyala mata bayayi. Nadeeshayi, sanduniyi innawa thamayi. Eth meyawa mama wage balaganna kenek nethi weyi kiyalayi mata baya” amma man diha balala heelluwa. Mage es walata aapu kandulu nawaththanna mama kisima uthsahayak gaththe nehe ohe galan yanna dunna misak. “aiyo andanna epa lamayo. Ammata tikak pissune danne nedda?” mama andanawa dekala amma ikmanata kiwwa. “magen ammata hemadaama lebune  duka witharayi. Maawa hadanna, ugannanna hemadetama oya duk winda. Mama loku welath thawama oyata duk denawa. Mama merila giya nam meeta wada hondayi.” Mata haiyen enduna. “baba” ammmayi theekshanayi dennama ekata kiwwa. “ monawada oya kiyana one nethi katha? Oyata api innawane lamayo” amma negitala mage langata awith maawa thurulu karagaththa. “mama duk winde ne mage daruwo. Lamayi hadan eka us mahath karana eka demawupiyanta sepak, sathutak. Mama kiwwe oya thani wei kiyala mata bayayi kiyala witharayi.” Amma kiwwa. “mama hashanwa aunty wagema balagannam aunty.” Theekshana himin himin kiwwa. Mama kandulu pihida gaththa. “man gena wereadiyata hithanna epa puthe. Eth mata den kisi kenekwa wishwasa nehe. Ekkenek aawa. mama hithuwe eya kiyapu dewal e widiyatama karayi kiyala. Eth anithamata unu de dekkane. Mama kiyanne ne hemoma ekayi kiyala. Eth mage puthage therimath ekka rewatenna thiyena ida kada wediyi. Meyata monawa hari unoth, mata jeewath wela wedak nehe puthe. ” amma kiwwa. “mama dannawa aunty. Aunty wagema hashanuth maawa thawama hariyata wishwasa karanne nehe. Mama auntyge wishwasaya ethi wena widiyata weda karannam. Aunty puluwannam maawa wishwasa karanna.. mata hashanwa mage langata denna. Mama eyata mata puluwan widiyata hemadema dennam” Theekshana kelinma ammagen ehuwa. “api hemadema wisandena hetiyakata wisandenna deela balamu puthe. Den oyala pansal yanawa kiwwa ne? gihin leshi wenna. Monawat kaala ehema enna epa. Mama hashan aasa kemak hadanawa ada.”  Amma kiwwa. Mama negitala koppeth hodala kelinma bathroom ekata gihin muna hoda gaththa. kaamareta eddi theekshana denime boththama dada hitiye. Mama towel eka aran muna pihiduwa. “mama ammata kiwwe eththa menika. Mama mata puluwan widiyata oyata hemadema dennam. Oyawa sathutin thiyanna hema dema karannam. Maawa wishwasa karala man langata enna menika. Mokuth epa. Oya witharak enna.” Eya mage oluwa atha gaala kiwwa. Mama eya diha tikak wela balan hitiya. Eya shirt eka endagena purse ekayi, phone ekayi athata gaththa.” mama pallehayin innam. Lesthi wela enna” eya pallehata giya dorath wahagena. Mamath endum endagena pallehata aawa. api pansal giya. Pansale niskalanka bawata mage hitha hungak sehellu una. Hema dema amathaka wela hithata hari niwunu bawak denuna.. api pansale thanakola bisse waadi una. “kavi” mama kathawa patan gaththa. “hm?” eya man dihata heruna. “mata mage anagathe gena hithanna one kavi” mama kiwwa. “ow kiyanna menika. Monawada oyata magen kerenna one?” “mama kiyana de ahan innawada?” “kiyanna menika.” “mama dannawa mata oya hungak aadareyi kiyala. Maawa daala yanneth nethi wei kiyala mama hithanawa. Oya mata aai lanwela chanuka wage kaalayth ekka wenas wenas weyi kiyala punchi hari sekayak thiyenawanam denmama magen ayin wenna kavi. Mama thun paarak rewatuna. Mata hathara weni wathawakatath rewatenna behe. Mage amma aiya, nangi duk wenawa mata balanna behe.  Aadare kiyala rewatenawata wada thanikadawa inna eka daahen sampathak kavi. Oya hondata hithala theeranayak ganna. Aai pasuthewenna theeranayak ganna epa. Oyatath thawama 21k. jeewithe thawa hungak jeeewath wenna thiyenawa. Maawa jeewitheta lan karagena anagathedi oyata karagaththe wereddak kiyala hithila chanukata wage yanna weyi kiyala podi hari sekayak thiyenawanam denmama yanna kavi. Api yaaluwo wage imu. Kamak nehe. Mama tharha nehe.. Mata genu lamayi gena hengeem nehe.  Ratata loketa penna bendath eyath ekka sex karanna mata behe. Mage hithe genu lamayi gena kisima adahask nehe. Ithin mata lamayi kiyanne wihiluwak. E nisa maawa kawuru balaganeewida kiyannawath danne nehe mama. Samahara wita mage amma wage mamath thanikadawa inna uruma kenek wenna ethi. Puluwan kalak thaniyama indala, beri unu kaaleka waha tikak hari kaala merenawa. Wena karanna deyak nehene mata. Mata thaniyama inna hitha hadaganna pluwan. Eth aai paarak aadaraya karala thani wenna unoth hitha hadaganna puluwan weida kiyanna mata behe. E nisa oya hondata kalpana karala eka theeranayak ganna. Anika mata denma kaatawath aadaraya karanna hithenne nehe. Awurudu 21kata mama thun paarak rewatuna. Thani una. Mama aai kenek gena hithuwoth e oya gena witharayi kavi. Mokada oya mata eththatama aadareyi kiyala mama danna nisa. Eth oyatath samahara wita oyage gedarin balapem aawoth maawa daala yanna wenna sidda weyi. Ithin e nisa denmama api theeranaya karamu. Oya ganna onema theeranayakata mama ekangayi kavi. Mama mulinma aadare kale oyata, maawa mulinma gaththe oya. Mata eka gena sathutuyi hungak. Atlesat I won’t die as a virgin. I could be happy because I gave my virginity to a really good and honest guy. Ithin kalpana karala theeranayak ganna kavi. Ethi tharam kal ganna. E wagema, mama oyata aadare kalath, mata denmama relationship ekak gena hithanna behe. I want a break.  Danne nehe kochcharak kal ganiwida kiyala. Eth oyata echchara kal inna berinam, mamai issella kiyapu dewaluth gena hithala , oyata Honda, gelapena, eka stheera theeranayak ganna. Mama issellath kiwwa wage oyathekka tharha nehe. ” mama kiyala iwara karala eya diha beluwa. “den mamath kiyannada mage menika?” eya magen ehuwa. “hm kiyanna” mama eya dihata heruna. “mulinma oya oyage break eka ethi tharamak ganna. Mama balan innam. One tharam kaalayak. Mata hariyatama gelapena kena oya witharayi mage menika. Eka mata hondatama sure. Oya mata kemeththa denawanam mama aai kawadawath oyagen eth wenne nehe. Eka ira handa wage sure. Mata gedarin kisima pressure ekakuth nehe girl kenekwa bandinna. Ekata hethuwa mama welawa aawama kiyannam. Mata 100% sure mata one oyawa witharayi kiyala. Oya nethinam mamath thanikadawa innawa menika. Mama merenakam oyath ekka inna lesthiyi. Oya lesthi nam. Mata one oyawa witharayi. E wagema mama anagathedi wenas wenneth nehe. Mama hemadema hondata hithala balalalyi mehema kiyanne. Mage anagathe inna pluwan oyata witharayi. Nethnam thanikada wennam menika. Man oyata aadareayi. Me hemadetama wada. Mehe apita ekata inna beri unoth api pita ratakata yan. Oyage ammawath onenam yaaluwo dennatwath genna gamu. Oyata onenam mama ehedi oyawa legally marry karannam. Beri unath mama oyath ekka eka gedaraka innam. Mage kiyala thiyena hemadema mama onenam oyata me den liyala dennam. E tharamata mata oyawa one. Mama hariyatama dannawa mage jeewitheta gelapena ekama kena oya witharayi kiyala. Mage aai oyata kawadawath rewatillakwath, hith ridaweemakwath nowenna mama oyawa balagannam. Saththayi. Mage amma thaaththa palla. ” eya man diha balan kiwwa. E es walin mama stheera bawak dekka kiwwoth mama hari. “oyata sureda?” mama ehuwa. “ow menika. Mata e tharam sure. Mata one oyawa mage jeewitheta. Oyata hithenawanam mama lanwene sex walata kiyala. Then okay. Sex nokara api ekata imu. Wena wena kaamara wala hari eth eka gedaraka ekata imu. Mama mewa kiyanne boruwata, rangapaanna neweyi. Eththatama. Oyawa mata kochcharak watinawada kiyala oya danneth nehe, mata eka oyata kiyanna therenneth nehe mage menika. Mama danne mama oyata mage panatath wada aadareyi. Oya ekka mage mulu jeewithema gewanna mama lesthiyi oya enawanam” theekshana mage ath deka eyage athdekata guli karagena kiwwa. Api denna api denna diha tika welawak balan indala ahaka beluwa. Dennagen ekkenekwath katha kale nehe winadi kihipayak yanakamma. Passé eya himin negitta. Mata atha dik kala. “gedara yamuda mage menika? Amma api enakam balan ethi.” Mama eya diha balala eyage athath allan negitta. “yamu” api sapathtuth daagena himin himin paara dige ewidan aawa. eyawath mamawth katha kale nehe. Eth eya serin sere mage diha beluwa. Api gedara gihin reta kema kaala nida gatththa. Mamath, theekshanath eeta pahuwenida office giya. Eya nithara nithaara ape gedara aawa giya. Re newathuna. Eth nikamatawath sex gena katha kale nehe. Api hungak comfort zone ekaka hitiya. Eya eyage aadare mata pennanna pluwan hema widiyakatama pennuwa. Me athara mama nadeeshath ekka giya chanukaw muna gehenna.  Mama eyagen ehuwa ei mehema kale kiyala. Eyage ammayi thaththayi eygen munupuro minipiriyo balaporoththu wenawa, anika eyage job ekath ekka eyata gay partner kekenwa thiyaganna amaruyi. Ekayi ehema kale. Mata kiyanna widiyak nethuwayi hitiye. Chanuak deepu uththare okayi. Mama e uththareth ahagena eka wachanayakwath nokiya eyagen sadahatama ayin una. Edayin passé ada wenakam eya monawa karanawada? Kohe innawada kiyala hoyannawath unandu une nehe. Theekshana mage jeewitheta, ammage jeewitheta hungak lanuna. Eya eyage gedara hitiyata wada ape gedara hitiya kiwwoth hariyatama hari. Amma me athara thuredi nadeeshath , sandunith ekka theekshanage wisthara katha kala kiyala mata denganna lebuna. Mama ammagen e kisi deya ahanna giye nehe. Amma mata kiwweth nehe. Amma tiken tika theekshanawa wishwasa karanna aran thibbe. Theekshana eththatama kiwwoth Honda bena kenek wuna ammata. Eyage padiyen mage loan ekata mama epa kiyaddi gewwa. Ape gedara wiyadam walatath pluwan widiyata udawu kala. ammage weda walin sehena kotasak eya baara gaththa. senasuradata food city yanna, gas eka genna, light bill, water bill gewanna yanna, me hemadema eya aasawen kala. ammath ekak pole yanna e hemadema eya nopiri hela itu kala. hemadama maawa udeta daanayi, gannayi office eka langata aawa. lectures iwara unama ganna aawa. ammata wagema matath tika tika theruna theekshana seriously math ekka inna kemeththen inne kiyala. Eth mage hadawathata wada oluwa nitharama weda kala. e nisa mama nikamatawath kisi deyak ikman karanna unandu une nehe. E wagemayi eyath. Kisi dekata mata bala kale nehe. Me athara thura eyalage results aawa. eyatath sandunitath dennatama 2.1 honours passes lebila thibba. Eyalage convocation eka tibbe march wala. Ekata eya matath ticket ekak aran dunna ennama one kiyala. Ekedi hungak puduma hithena deyak una. Mama e siduweemath, mage kathawe anthima chapter ekath eelangata  post eken kiannam.

Saturday, June 13, 2015

Namak Ahimi Aadarayak Part 22


Mama eda negitinakota dawal 12ta withara ethi. Mama muna aluth endumakuth aran nana kaamareta giya muna hoda ganna. Theekshana ewith nethi paatayi. Kamak nehe weda ethine. mama bathroom ekata giya. Mage dakunu atha velamita indan tikak pahalata wenakam bandage karala thibbe. Bus eken paninakota bima thiyawenna eththe dakunu atha. Mama dath medala atha ussagena enga sodagaththa. Eeta passé enduma maaru karan nana kamaren eliyata aawa. kaamareta gihin puruddata wage deodorant eka gaagena perfume tikak gaha gaththa. eeta passé pallehata aawe TV eka balanna hitha gena. Wechcha de gena hitha hitha duk una kiyala aayi eka thibba widiyata enne nehene. Mama ammagena hithanna one. Ithin me hemadema puluwan ikmanata amathaka karanna one. Mama padi pela bahina gaman hithuwa. TV eka on karala, eth amma penna nehe. Mama diga sofa eka gaawata giya. Theekshanata ninda gihin. Eya TV eka bala bala wenna one inna eththe. Mama aaith kaamareta gihin kottayak aran aawa theekshanage oluwata thiyanna. Mama eyage oluwa eka athakin ussala kotte thiyanna hadanakota eya eheruna. “ah mage menika negittada? Sorry mata ninda giya.” Theekshana indaganna gaman kiwwa. “ekata kamak  nehe theekshana. Oya keeyatada aawe? Oya penna hitapu nethi nisa mama hithuwa oya enna nethuwa ethi kiyala.” Mama eya langin indaganna gaman uththara dunna. “mama 11.15ta withara aawa. eddi dawalta kannath aranma aawe. Amma uyanna epa kiyalane mama giye. ” eya podi ekek wereddak kala wage oluwa kasa kasa mage diha beluwa. “Amma koi?” mama ehuwa. “Amma giya oyage loan ekata one documents aran enna sandunige thaththa weda karana dihata. Ah ude sanduni wedata yanagaman aawa kiyanna kiwwa. Nadeeshath ekka. Oya nidi nisa eherewwe nehe kiyanna kiwwa. Hawasata enawa kiyalath kiyanna kiwwa.” Eya eka digatama kiyagena giya. Mama hina una. Eya mage oluwata athak thibba. “den atha kohomada?” “hondayi theekshana. Tikak dewillayi. Echcharayi. Aparade oya niwadu demme.” “ekata kamak nehe mage menika. Oya hindane. Api kamuda? Oya negitinakam hitiye mamath kanna.” Theekshana kiwwa. “hmmm kamu.” Mamath negitta. Eya mage passen kussiyata aawa. mama pingan dekakuth aran eya genapu kema paarsaleth athata ganna hadanakota eya e okkoma mage athin gaththa. “atha thuwala welane. Man gannam. yan” eya mata issara wenna dunna. Mama kema mesen waadi unama eyath e okkoma thiyala waadi una. “mama kawannada menikata?” magen ehuwa. Mama eya diha beluwa. Me kolla mata thawamath aadareyi. Mama mechchara riddalath thawama aadareyi. Mama hithin hithwua. “monawada menika kalpana karanne? Mama nikam ehuwe. Akamethinam athin kanna. Kamak nehe.” Eya aaith kiwwa. “ne mokuth nehe theekshana. Kawanna. kamak nehe.” Mama kiwwa. Eya mata mama kana tharame podi bath guliyak anala mageg katata lan kala. “ hari neda size eka? Oya gaana bath guli neda kanne?” magen ehuwa. Mama punchi hinawakuth ekka olwa wenuwa. “mata thawama ewa mathakayi menika. Oya ape gedara aapu dawas wala mama oyata kema kawanawata oya hari aasayi.” Mama aaith hina una.. Eya kanawata wada mata kewwa eka thamayi kale. “oyath kannako theekshana.” Mama kiwwa. “oya kannako bada pirenna. Thawa ekak thiyenawane. Eka mama kannam”. Eya mata kema kawa kawa inna athare amma aawa. amma apiwa dekkata mokuth kiwwe nehe. “inna mamath ennam kanna” amma ehemmama bag eka thiyala athath sodan aawa kanna. “theekshana putha kohomada ape puthawa danne?” amma kana gaman ehuwa. Mama sadda nethuwa bima bala gaththa. “mama meyawa danne 8 wasare indan aunty.” Theekshana kiwwa. Mokak? 8 wasare indan? Mata mathaka nehene. Mage hithatath eka paarama prashnayak mathu una. Eth mama eka ahanna giye nehe. “ah mata ape ekkena kisima deyak kiyala nehene.” Amma mage dihata heruna hinawakuth ekka. “mokada mata kiwwe neththe?” amma aaith magen ehuwa. “mata baya hithuna.” Mama uththara dunna. “ane ane mehemath kollek. Ipadunu dawase indan paarakwath gahala nehe. Thamuse kiyalawath katha karala nehe. Adu gaane tikak haiyen katha karalawath nehe. Eth meka mata bayailune.” Amma hina wuna. “8 wasare indan dannawa kiwwe? Ethakota chanuka?” ammata loku prashnayak. “mageyi weredda aunty. Mama hashanwa therum gaththe nehe. Ithin eya magen eth una. Eth eth unata passeyi mata hondatama eyawa one une. Eth ethakota mama parakku wedine. Ithin mama hitiya balan. Den okkoma hari.” Theekshana kiwwa. “hm ekath ehemada?” amma tikak serious una. “mama danne nehe lamyine mewa kohoma wisandeida kiyala. Mage puthage therima gena mama kisi deyak kiyanne nehe. Eka eyage kemeththa. Eth mage puthawa chanuka deparak ridduwa. Mama kisi kenekwa den wishwasa karanna hithenne nehe” amma kiwwa. Theekshana ekata mokuth kiwwe nehe. “owa ena widiyakata balamu. Den owa gena katha karala wedak nehene.” Amma aaith kiwwa. “ithin kiyanna oyage wisthara tikak” amma theekshanth ekka katha karana athara thura mama wathura beela kaamarta aawa. mama enda udin waadi wela tikak wela kalpana kara kara innakota theekshanath kaamareta aawa. “api apiwa dena gaththe 9 wasaredine? Kohomada oya maawa 8 wasare indan danne?” mama ehuwa. Eya hina una. “ah aapu gaman allagaththa ne? hari hari man kiyannamko. Oyaw mulinma mama dekke 8 wasare English day ekedi. Api group song ekakata hitiya. Oyala eke natanna hitiya mathakada?. Mata eda therune nehe mokakda kiyala. Eth oyawa dekka welawe indan mage hithata mokakda una wage. Mama e kale hotu kollane. Baye hitiye. Oyath ekka katha karannawath. Oyage namak danneth nehe. Oyage panthiya danneth nehe. Ithin English day eka iwara unama oyaw aaith eheta dekkewath nehe kala ulela enakam. Mama eda hawasa cricket practices hitiya.. ethakota oyawa aaith dekka. Oya ape nadiyath ekka katha kara kara hitiye auditorium eken eliye. Mama nadiyawa tikak denan hitiya. Ithin eyagen oyage wisthara ehuwa. Ethakota thamayi denagaththe oyage nama hashan nimantha kiyala. Eth mage hithata bayai oyagen ahanna. Danneth nehe mokakda me feeling eka kiyala e wagema Oya mokawath hithayida? Mata akamethi weida kiyala. Mama ithin eka amathaka karala daalayi thibbe. Eth oyawa aaith eda 9 wasare dekala eda unu siddiyen passé mama oyata aadaare karanna gaththa. nikamatawath kalpana wune nedda mama oyage nama danne, class eka danne kohomada kiyala eda?” eya kiwwa. “ah ne thamayi ne.  ithin moko mata nokiwwe oka kalin?” mama ehuwa. “e kale apita mehema katha karanna wela thibbe nehene menika. Rush hour wagene. Enawa kiss karanawa yanawa witharayine.” Eya kiwwa. Mama oluwa wenuwa. “api ada reta katha karamuda? Mata oygen hungak dewal denganna thiyenawa.” Mama theekshangen ehuwa. “one deyak mage menika” eya mage nalala imba. “den menika tikak aaith doiyannako. Man oluwa atha gaannam.” Theekshana kiwwa. “oyata kammeli hitheyi mama doiyagaththama.” Mama kiwwa. “oyage loku poth cupboard ekakma ara thiyenne?” eya mage poth cupboard eka pennala kiwwa. “man poth kiyawananawa den. Issara wage kammeli nehe.” Eya hina wuna. “kamak nedda ehenam?” mama aaith ehuwa. “kamak nehe kavi” mama kiwwa. “Mokakda kiwwe? Aaith kiyanna?” eya eka paaratama puduma una. “mokakda?” mama ehuwa. “ara anthimta kiwwa eka. Aaith kiyanna” eya illuwa. “kamak nehe kiyalane mama kiwwe?” “nehe eka neweyi. Eeta passé kiwwe? Eka.” Mokakda me? Ah kavi kiyapu ekada? Mata laawata hina giya. “mata mathaka nehene” mama hinawa thada karan kiwwa. “boru neda kiyanne. Ane kiyannako.” “eththamayi mathaka nehe” mage katin hinawa eliiyata  penna. “ah boru kala ne? kiyannako mage menika please!” eya illuwa. “hm kavi” eyage es deken kandul keta dekak dilisuna. “oya nama aai aai ahanna man kochchara heena dekkada kiyala oya dannawanam baba.” Eya loku husmak aran kiwwa. “kamak nehe. Den doiyannako. Kamak nehe neda mama oyage poth beluwata? ” Magen ehuwa. “aiyo kamak nehe kavi. Balanna. One nam oyath doiyanna.” Mama kiwwa. “mama pothak balannam. One wunoth doiyannanam.” Eya mage nalala aai kiss kala. mama ende eha konata gihin doiya gaththa. eya mata doiya yanakamma oluwa  atha gewa mathakayi. “malliyo? hashan” mata kawuda katha kala ehuna. Mama negitinna beluwa. Theekshana maawa thurulu karan hitapu widiyata mata kohethma negitinna behe eyawa eherawanne nethuwa. Mage oluwa thibbe eyage athak uda. Eyage anith atha mage papuwa hariye mage athakuth thadin allagena. Bella mage urahise, eyage mulu engama mage engata thada wela thibbe. Enga udin kakulakuth daagena. Eyage engen sehena unusumak denuna. Eya ganna gemburu husma mage bellata wetenne. Mama hemin eyage atha ain karanna heduwa. Eya thawath thada karala allagaththa. Nadeesha kaamareta aawa. eth ekkama sandunith aawa. “pawu oyala dennama ” sanduni api diha tikak balan indala kiwwa. “denwath hemadema amathaka karala theekshanath ekka inna balanna hashan.”  Eya kiwwa. “macho negitahan” nadeesha theekshanage engata thattuwak demma. theekshana eka paaratama gessila eheruna. Eya magen atha gaththa. “denda aawe?” kiyala ahagena. “ne ban. Den tikak wela ewith.” Nadeesha kiwwa. “me amma magen ehuwa umbala denna athare monawa hari thiyenawada kiyala.” Sanduni theekshanata kiwwa. “ne sira? Umba moko kiwwe?” theekshana ehuwa. “mona kiyannada ban? Mama danna okkoma kiwwa.” “amma moko kiwwe?” theekshana ehuwa. “auntyge hithata bayayilu theekshana. Auntyge bayath saadaranayi. Eyata inne meka witharayi. Meka kalin depression hedila suicide karaganna kiyewwa kiyala aunty sehenna baya una. Den baye inne aaith kalpana karala mekata depression hedeyi kiyala. Auntyta inna ekama wasthuwane meka.” Sanduni kiwwa. “man den me kollawa keeyatawath daala yanne nehe. Umbala dannawane mama winda duk me kolla aruth ekka innawa bala bala?” theekshana mage urahisa kiss kala. e weddi 5.30ta withara ethi. “ado umba ada yanneth nedda?” nadeesha ehuwa. “ne ban. Mama mage sudu kollath ekka me dawas tika innawa. Aunty mokawath kiyalayi baya” theekshana kiwwa. “baya wenna epa. Aunty hari hondayi. Hari open. Deyak ehuwoth eththa kiyahan.” Sanduni uththara dunna. “yaman pallehata umbalatath tea bonna enna kiyanna kiwwa aunty” nadeesha kiwwa. Theekshana nadeeshath ekka pallehata yanna hadala mage diha beluwa. “yamu enna” mata atha dik kala. “me me. Tikak inna. Girly talks tikak thiyenawa api dennata. So boys go down” sanduni pallehata giya. Girly talks kiyala sanduni adahas kale mamath sandunith witharaka katha karana dewal walata. E denna pallehata giya. “mama hemadema dannawa hash. Mata aiya serama wisthara kiwwa. Denwath theekshana gena hithanna balanna hashan. Hungak dewal thiyenawa oyata kiyanna. Eth thawa kal thiyenawa ewata. Oya mulinma oyage oluwa clear karagannako. Eeta passé ewa kiyannam” sanduni kiwwa. “chanukawa mata tikakata muna gehenna one sanduni” mama sandunita kiwwa. “mokatada ban? Okath ekka mata thiyena kenthiya. Matak wenakotath maalu natanawa enge” sanduni kiwwa. “man dannawa sandu. Eth mata eyagen ahanna one ei mehema kale kiyala” mama kiwwa. “oyata onema nam mama aiyagenuth ahala kramayak lesthi karannam. Eth thaniyama yanna epa. Ekko mama, nethnam aiya ekka yanna one. Hari?” eya mata kiwwa. “hari. Sure.” Mama kiwwa. “den yan pallehata” sanduni mage athe elluna. Apith tea bonna pallehata aawa. api denna pallehata eddi nadeeshath, theekshanath, ammath waadi wela tea bonawa. Mama pallehata eddi okkoma hina wuna sathutin. Mamath hina wuna. Mage hinawakata me aya kochchara aadareyida? Ei mama duk wenne? Mama mage hitha hadagannawa. Enduwa kiyala chanuka aaith man gaawata enne nehene. Mama duka amathaka karanna anitht ayath ekka hina wuna. Tea beela ara denna gedara giya. Ammayi, mamayi theekshanayi ithiri una. “theekshana putha gedara yanne nethada?” amma ehuwa. “ne aunty. Mama hashan ekka hitiyata kamak nedda?” theekshana ehuwa. “ane kamak nehe puthe. Mage puthawa andawanne nethiwa, eyawa riddanne nethinam one deyak.” Amma kiwwa. “kawadawath nehe aunty.” Theekshana kiwwa. Tiken tika re wuna. Amma reta kema iwwa. Epa kiyaddi theekshana kussiyata penala udawu kala. udawu karapu hetiyen hondata uyala pihala puruduyi wage. Api reta kema kaala kaamareta aawa. “baba mama enga sodan ennada? Mata enga sodanne nethuwa reta doiya yanne nehe.” Eya kiwwa. “ha. Inna endumak dennam.” Mama negitinna heduwa. Eya man diha balala samawa illana widiyata hina wuna.“ mama dawas thuna hatharakata endum genawa. Oyage endum ekka almariye thibba. Kamak nedda?” magen ehuwa. “kamak nehe kavi. Thiyanna.” Mama kiwwa. “mage yata ewath thiyenawa. Kamak ne neda?” aaith ehuwa. Mata hina giya. “ei sodanne nethiwada genawe? Kamak nehe ahanne?” mama kiwwa. “ne nikam” eya oluwa kesuwa. Eeta passé mage almariya erala eyage endumak gaththa. mage towel ekath aran bathroom ekata giya. Mama mage almariya erala beluwa. Arm cut thunak, t shirts dekak, under banian thunak, socks, boxer pants tikak, office endum keepayk, kota kalisam tikak, denim dekak mage endum ekka thibba. Eya winadi 15kata withara passé aawa. “dawas thuna hatharakata wadanam endum thiyenawa wage.” Mama wihlu kala. eyath moda paata hinawak demma.“kamak nedda?” “kamak nehe” mama uththara dunna. Eya rathu, kalu kotu kotu kalisamakata black skinny ekak endan hitiye. Towel eka mage kara waten daala mage ina wateta ath daala maawa Langat edala aran thurulu karagaththa papuwata. Mamawath eyawath kisi deyak kiwwe nehe. Eya mage pita atha gewa eka witharayi kale. Serin sere mage oluwata kiss dunna. Mama eyage ath deka yatin atha daala urahisen allagena eyata thurulu wuna awurudu gaanakata passé. “monawada mage menikata magen ahanna thiyenawa kiwwe?” magen ehuwa. “hungak dewal kavi” mama kiwwa. “Enna api enden inda gamu.” Eya maawath aran enda gaawata giya. Eya mulinma indagaththa. “man oyage odokkuwen oluwa thiya gannada?” magen ehuwa. Mama kakul deka nawagena eyata enna kiwwa. Eya mage odokkuwata oluwa thiyala ath deka bendagena mage es diha beluwa. “ithin ahanna mage menika” eya kiwwa. “ei oya pawani ekka yaalu wune kavi?” mage hithata aapu mulma getaluwa eka. “yaaluwange bala kireemata hashan. Un okkotama kello hitiya. Ehe mehe yaddi un unge kello ekka giye. Mata oyawa ekka yanna aasayi. Eth mama e kale me wage nehe baba. Oya dannawne. Mamath ithin ekkenekwa hoyagaththa. Eth oyage aadare, oyage unusuma, oyage hurathal weda eya gawa nehe mage menika. Oya koi welaweth hari unusum. Langa iddi hari saneepayi. Eth eyath ekka yaalu wela dawas kihipayak yaddima mata epa wuna. Karanna deyak nethuwa mama hitiye. Mage hengeeem eya therum ganne nehe mage menika oya wage. Mata practices kiyana parakkuwen oya mata nidahasa dunna. Mama oyata boru kiya kiya pawaniwa meet wenna yanawa kiyala dengaththath oya magen nikamatawath ehuwe nehe.  Mama oyage e qualities walata hari aasayi menika. Oyagena mata mulinma thibbe kiyanna beri hengeemak witharayi. 8 wasare podi kollekta mona loveda? Specially gay love?. Matawath hitha ganna beri una mage menika ei mama oyata mechchara attract une kiyala. Mama oyata hariyatama aadareyi kiyala denagaththe oya asaneepa wela school aapu nethi dawasakadi. Mata pissuwage oyawa eda dakinne nethiwa. eda ude classroom ekatayi, oya ethi kiyala hithena hema thenatamayi mama giya oya innawada balanna. Oya eda kohewath hitiye nehe. Mata hari upset. Oyata karadaraykda? Kisi deyak mama danne nehe. Mama eda dawasama hitiye pissuwen wage. Oya dawas kihipayak yanakam school aawe nehe. Mama e dawas wala gedara gihin enduwa oyata mokawath welada kiyalawath danne nethi nisa. Passé oya school aawa. mata eda kiyaganna beri tharam sathutuyi. Mama hariyatama therum gaththa oyawa mage hitha sex walata wada wedi deekata hoyanawa kiyala. Oyage hinawa, oyage kathawa, oyage es mata nithara nithara penna gaththa. mama internet eken beluwa ei mehema wenne kiyala. Eke thibbahetiyata mama oyata aadare karanawa kiyala mama denagaththa. Ethmata kiyaganna beruwa hitiye. Oya man langata ena dawaswala mata hari bayai. Maawa ethi wela oya yayi kiyala.oya hadissiyewath gay noviee nikam casual sex walata witharakda maawa aasharaya karanne kiyala mage hithata nithara nithara wada dunna. Oyata wena kawuru hari innawada kiyala mata ahanna one. Eth oyata innawa kiwwoth mata eka daranna behe. Oya mata aadareyi kiyana dawasa wenakam mama pichchuna mage kollo hungak. Onenam nadeeshagen ahanna. Mama me wachanayak nera eyata kiyala thiyenawa. Eth ethanin ehata mama kiyana ewa eththa kiyala oppu karanna widiyak nam nehe mage menika.” Theekshana eka digatama kiyagena giya. “mageyi chanukageyi relationship eka denagaththama oyata mokada hithune kavi?” mama ehuwa. “mama mulinma oka ehuwe team eke ekekgen. Uu wena ekek ekka kiya kiya hitiya ara aluthin aapu kolla dancing karana ekek ekka yaalu welalu neda ape section ekema kiyala. E welawe mage papuwata pihiyakin enna wage. Beri welawath e oya wunoth? Eya oyawa eda padi peleth allan hitiya. Oyalath ekkayi enne yanne. Anika oya mageyi pawanigeyi affair eka nisa math ekka tharahin hitiye. Anthima dawas wala oyata maawa epa wela wageyi hitiye. Mama ehwua kawuda e kiyala.  Uu  mata Kiwwa hashan ban ara kola paata es thiyena 10 C eke inne dancing karana kettu kota eka. Uuth lassanayine. Man sirawatama hithuwe ne ban hashanaya gay kiyala. Uge anith dancing karana ayage wage scene thiyenawa kiyalath kisima aaranchiyak nehe. Paaduwe inna ekane. Uu thawa monawada kiyagena kiyagen giya. Mama ehemama eliyta giya. Mata enduna mage menika oyawa mata nethi wuna kiyala denagaththama. Magen oyata loku wereddak une kiyala denagaththama mata merenna tharam hithuna. Eth oyagenma ahagannawa kiyala hithunu nisayi mama eda oyalage gedara aawe. Mama eda narakata hesirunath ekka. Oyata gehuwath ne? ” eya aaith uththra dunna. “eka gaanak nehe. Ithin kiyannako” mama kiwwa. “mata eda merenna kiyala hithunu waara ananthayi. Mage menika uuth ekka innawa balanna mata behe. Eth oyage sathutane. Mama iwasuwa. Oyala breakup una kiyala denagaththu dawase mata eththata sathutu hithuna. Mata hithuana aai oyawa mata lan karaganna puluwan weyi kiyala. Mama ehuwata oya aaweth nehene. Passé oya aai chanukath ekka yaalu wuna kiyala denagaththata passé mama aaith oygen aiyin una. Eth oyawa hemadama balanna aawa. oya danne nehe me kisi deyak. Mama pissuwen wage oyata aadare kare. Hadissiyewath oya man gaawata ei kiyala hithalyi mama jeewath une baba. Nethnam mama merila hungak kal.” Eya eyage ath aran ehek pihidemma. “oya andanawada kavi?” mama ehuwa. “ne mage menika. Sathutuyi ada okkoma mage hitha oyata kiyanna puluwan nisa.” Eya kiwwa. “mama oyata thawamath eda wagema aadareyi mage menika. Plese aapahu man gaawata enna. Oyagen eth wela mata inna behe eka winadiyakwath. Oya nodannawa unata mama oya gena hema wistharayakma hemadama nadiyagen hari sandunigen hari ehuwa. Pawanith ekka yaalu wela mama karagaththe loku wereddak. E weredda man hadan inne inne mage menika. Aai kawadawath karanneth nehe. Mata samawa deela man Langata ennako raththaran. Please!” theekshana andanna onna menna kiwwa. Mama uththarayak dunne nehe. Eyage oluwa atha gewa witharayi. “mage menika denma aadarayak gena hithanne nethi weyi kiyala mama dannawa. Eth oya kawada hari aai oyata kollek , oyata husband kenek gena hithuwoth please mamath innawa kiyala mathaka thiyganna menika oyage uththarayak balan. Oya illana hema dema mata puluwan widiyata dennam. Boru neweyi mage menika. eththatama” theekshana kiwwa. Eya man diha beluwa aatih es deka pihidagena.  Eeta passé eyage eka athak mage bellen thiyala eya mage oluwa eya dihata nawa gaththa. eeta passé diga kiss ekak dunna mage nalalata. “I love you so much sweetie. I want you so bad in my life. I want to grow old with you. I don’t want kids, socially recognized so called perfect family and a wife.  All I need is you.  You only my sweetie. You know I’m not a sex maniac. I seriously love you. This is not a lie sweetie. I want to keep my life on your hands and live with you, hold you in you my arms, start the day with looking your eyes, see you after a hectic day, to go to sleep in your arms, to hear your heart beat, breathing, That’s what I really want. Please love me back my sweetie. I beg you.” eya mage es deka diha balan kiwwa. E welawedi eyage es walin kandulu hungak galan giya. Awurudu 21ka, one kellekwa yaalu karaganna puluwan widiye kadawasam baahira penumak thiyena, salli thiyena kollek neda me kiyala mata hithuna. Eth mama mokuth kiwwe nehe. Eyage nalata kiss ekak dunna witharayi. Eya negitta. “oya wenuwata man andanawane?” eya kandulu pihidaganna gaman hina wewi ehuwa.  Mama yantham hina wuna eya diha balala. Eya mage es diha beluwa. “eththatama oyage es kola paatada? Nil paatada menika?” eya magen ehuwa. “ Hungak kola paatayi. Eth nil endumak endma laawata nil wageth penawa. seagreen colour shade ekak kiyala arts sir kiwwa.” mama kiwwa. “ei ehi pihatu ochchara diga?” magen aaith ehuwa. “ammagen eiwth wenna ethi.” Mama kiwwa. “lassanayi. ekayi” mama hina wune. “kavi?” “hm?” “mata oyage tattoo eka balanna denawada?” mama illuwa. Eya atha dik kala. eyage tattoo eka meda heart ekak ethule mage name mul akura kotala thibba. “oyage nama thamayi menika e thiyenne. Mata wena kawuda inne oya erunama?” eya aaith kiwwa. “thawa mokawath thiyenawada ahanna?” eya magen ehuwa. “nehe kavi.” Mama uththara dunna. “ada dawal doiyapu widiyata mama doiyannada oyawa thurulu karan? Mama hari aasayi.” Eya ehuwa. “ha.” Mama uththara dunna. “ehenam api den doiiyamu.” Eya fan eka daal light ekath niwala ewith maawa thuluru karagaththa e widiyatama. “reta kawuruhari kenek dengaluwoth ehema man gena weradiyata hithanna epa menika. Mama iwasuwata eya iwasanna danne nehe” eya mage bellata kiss ekak dena gaman kiwwa. Mata therune nehe. “kawuda?” mama ehuwa. “he he. Oya danna kenek. ” eya hinawakin uththara dunna. Ethakotayi mata therune. Mamath hina wuna. “okay okay.” Mama hina wuna. “good night mage menika. Doiyanna. Budu saranayi!” eya mage bella piti passa kiss karana gaman kiwwa. “good night kavi!. Budu saranayi” mamath doiya gaththa saneepeta..

Friday, June 12, 2015

Namak Ahimi Aadarayak Part 21


2013 October wenakota mama wedata gihin hariyatama maasa 11k. mage salary eka thawa 5000kin wedi una mage performance hondayi kiyala. Mata hari sathutu hithuna mokada mama mage final year eka karanna loan ekak daanna plan karalayi thibune. Mama mage guarantors widiyata inna puluwanda kiyala nadeeshageth sandunigeth thaththalagen ehuwa. E dennama eka payin kemathi una. Sandunith den wedata yanawa. Theekshanath wedata yanna patan aran kiyala mata denaganna lebuna. Mama 2013 October 8 wedapalen tikak welasana off una sandunige thaththa weda karana thenata yanna eyaege pay slip ekayi ekata adaal anik dewaluyi ganna kiyala. Eda mama eya weda karapu thenata yanna kiyala malsha akkatath kiyala 3.30pm withara office eken off una. Mama bus ekath aran townhall eka dihata aawa. townhall eke halt eke bus eka tikak nawaththan innakota ethana ara kala ulela dawase mata dekala puruduyi puruduyi wage kiyapu genu lamaya innawa dekka. Den mata meya diha hondata balanna pluwan. Mama onekaminma eya diha beluwa. Eth mathaketa enema nehe. Mama bus eke janelaya gaawa hitiye. Ethakotama e girl langata boy kenek aawa. dewiyane e chanuka. Mage chanuka. Mage aadare chanuka, mage boyfriend chanuka. Ewith ara girl ge athinuth allan denna viharamahadevi park eka dihata ewidan giya. Mata therune nehe mama monawada karanne kiyala. Bus eka eth ekkama edduwa. Ara kella kawuda kiyala mata den mathak une. Sachini. Eda mamath nadeeshath MC gihin enakota hitapu kella. Bus eka tikak slow giye viharamahadevi eka issaraha watarawumen harawanakam. Ara kella chanukage athe ellila. Chanuka eyage athe ara kellawa ellagena yanne kohomada? Eya mata aadareiyne? Eya magene? Mage hitha galak geta gehuwa wage. Echcharata barayi. Mama negitta. Dora gaawata gihin duwana bus eken penna. Mata eka purudu nehe. Maawa bimatama wetuna. Bus eke kondostharayi minissuyi mata mona monawda kiya kiya yanawa mage muna diha balan. Eth mata e hemadema penawa witharayi. Kisi deyak ehune nehe. Mama aaith beluwa halt eka dihata. Chanukath, Sachinith viharamaha devi eka ethulata yanawa. Mamath passen giya. Mata tiken tika hemadema therenna gaththa. meka kegahala wisandanna puluwan deyak neweyi. Mama eyalagenma ahagannam. Mama passen giya. E denna ethule pond eka langa thibba bench ekaka indagaththa. Mama himin himin ahambu widiyata ethanata giya. Gihin welawa ahanna hithuwa sachinigen. Mama pitipassen giya. Gihin “excuse me. Mata welawa keeyada kiyannna pluwanda?” kiyala ehuwa. Ethakota dennama man diha beluwa. Chanukage es deka uda gihin heen daadiya daanawa mama dekka. “oh Hi chanuka. Koheda me? Kawuda girlfriendda?” mama ahamben dekka wage ehuwa. “o o ow hashan.” Eya gotha gagaha uththara dunna. “oyawa mata dekala puruduyi kohedi hari?” mama sachinigen ehuwa. “ow. Oyalage iskole kala ulelata man aawe. Mathaka nedda?” mama kiwwa. “ah hari hari mathakayi. Oya M------ eke neda?” mama ehuwa. “ow ow. Oya hashan ne dancing karana?” magen ehuwa. “ow ow. Ithin? Den kochchara kalda dennata?” mamath hina wela ehuwa. “2010 March indan, awrududu 3k withara. Api kalin denagena hitiya ane. Eth podi podi prashna tikak ewith tikak eth wela hitiye. Eth den hari.” Eya kiwwa. “aw niyamayine. Ah eka thamayi kawadaawth dekala thibba nethi chanuka eda kala ulela balannath aawe.” Mama chanukata wihilu karana muwawen ehuwa. Eya daadiya pihida pihida oluwa wenuwa. “mama me yaaluwek enawa kiwwa methanata. Eyawa hamba wenna aawe. Ehenam mama gihin ennam.” Mama ehema kiyala eyala hitapu thenin ehata giya. Viharamaha devi eke thiyena fish exhibition cage eka eha peththen e dennata nopennenna mama bimin indagaththa. Danahis deka nawagena oluwa thiyagaththa. Kisi kenek enne nehene meke inne mokda ahanna. Mata one une thani wenna. Mama ethana hitiya. Hungak wela. Tiken tika re wuna. Mata gedara yanna one kamak thibbe nehe. Mage phone eka thun hathara paarak rings giya mata theruna. Mama e kawuda kiyalawath beluwe nehe. Ohe indagena hitiya. Es deken kandlu galan giya.  Hungak re wela. Hondatama karuwala wetila. Mata kisi deyak gena hengeemak thibbe nehe. Tiken tika mage phone ekata eka digatama calls enna gaththa. nawathinnema nehe. Eth mata answer karanna tharam shakthiyak thibbe nehe. Mama phone eka athata gaththa. andunanne nethi number ekakinuth calls enwa. Eken thamayi wedi purama calls enne. Call eka rings gihilla nathara unath ekkama aaith ekak enawa. Mama kandulu pihidan phone eka athata gaththa. welawa 7.30pm. eth ekkama aaith call ekak aawa. mama answer kala. “hello hashan hello hello katha karannako hello” eha peththen eka digatama katha karanawa.  Eth mata katha karanna katin wachana enne nehe. Ugure loku gilinna beri tharame unu ala gediyak hira karala wage.“oya koheda inne hashan? Please kiyanna oya koheda inne? Hondinda? Kothanada inne? Please katha karannako” mata katahanda andunanna behe. “hello katha karannako. Please! mama theekshana. katha kranna koheda oya inne? Hashan uththara dennako” e theekshanage number ekada ethakota?. “machan eya answer karala uththara denne nehe ban.  Meka koeda kiyanne nehene” eya kiyanwa mata ehenawa. “ane hashan kiyannako deyio koheda oya inne? Adu gaane wachanayak hari katha karanna please” theekshanage handa mata   ehenawa. Eth mata katha karaganna behe. “malliyo  oya koheda inne? Please kiyannako oya koheda? Mama nadeesha aiya oyage” e gamana nadeesha katha kala. “malli kiyannako koheda inne?” eya magen ehuwa. “park” mama eka wachanen hena amaaruwen kiwwa withrayi man echchara wela hira karan hitapu duka eliyata penna mama haiyen enduwa. “kohe parkda? Kiyanna api enawa. Kiyanna please….” “townhall” mata echcharayi kiyanna puluwa ekama wachane. “machan viharamaha devi eke wenna one. Aiye viharamaha devi ekata yan” eya kaatada kiyanawa ehuna. “othanama inna api ikmanata ennam. Kohewath yanna epa.” Eya call eka cut kala. mage endilla tikak adu karagaththa. Winadi 15kata withara passé mage nama kiya kiya dennek katha karanawa ehuna. Mama negitala himin himin ewidagena giya. Mage issarahata aawe theekshana. Eya man langata duwa aawa “machan mehe inno..” kiyagena. E aapu pimmema maawa thurulu karagaththa. Eth ekkama mata haiyen aaith enduna. “ei wasthuwe andanne?  Ei gedara aawe neththe? mama kochchara baya unada oya gena aaranchiyak nehe kiwwama? Hush hush andanna epa please” eya kiyana kiyana wachanayak gaanata mata enduna. Eth ekkama nadeeshath ethanata aawa. ewith maawath theekshanawath ahu wena widiyata ath deka demma. “koheda malliyo oya giye? Ei katha kale neththe? Api kochchara baya unada?” eyala magen ehuwa. “deiyo kiyannako ei oya methanata aawe? Chanukage number ekath off. Eya gedarath nehelu. Mokada une?” e theekshana. “eya maawa aaith daala giya” mama anda andama kiwwa. Theekshanage shirt eka mage ath dekata guli una mage endilla wedi wena tharamatama. “ei mokdad une?” nadeesha ehuwa. Eyage katahande e welawe kenthiyak thibba. “eyayi sachiniyi ekata innawa mage es dekatama dekka” mama aaith uththra dunna. “machan api owa passé ahamu den gedara ekkan yamu” ehama kiyana gaman theekshana maawa harahata ussala gaththa. denna ikman gamanin threewheeler eka gaawata giya. Mama kale andapu eka witharayi. Api three wheeler eke gedara enakamma mama enduwa. Mata hari dukayi. Ei matama mehema wenne?

Mata eka paaratama eheruna. Mama hitiye mage kaamare enda uda. Oluwa galakin gahal wage barayi. Mage athak bandage karala thibba. Mese putuwa uda kawuda kenek waadi wela hitiya. “wathura” mama illuwa. “oya negittada hashan? Aunty, nadiya hashan negitta”  ehema kiyana gaman theekshana mata wathura dunna. Kaamareta mulin duwan aawe nadeesha. “malliyo kohomada den oyata?” mama himin himin negitinakota theekshana maawa negittewwa. Eth ekkama ammath kaamareta aawa. “sudu puthe mokada une wasthuwe? Ei gedara naawe?” amma magen ehuwa. Mata aaith enduna. “eyata wena kenek innawa amme. Mama ada es dekatama dekka.” Mama haiyen iki gagaha andanakota amma eyage papuwata maawa thurlulu karagena oluwa atha gewa. “andanna epa daruwo. Oyata amma innawa. Oyage yaaluwo innawa. Ei andanne?” amma oluwa atha gaana gaman kiwwa. Mage endilla adu wenakam ammawath, nadeeshawath, theekshanawath kisi deyak ehuwe nehe. Mage endilla adu unata passé “mokda une sudu puthe. Mata kiyanna” amma ehuwa. Mama serama ammata kiwwa. Amma mokawath kiwwe nehe ahan hitiya witharayi. “oya gedara naawe ei deiyo? Oyage amma oya gedara nethi unama kochchara baya wenawada kiyala dannawane?” amma mage olwa digatama atha gewa. “ada 5.30ta withara sandunige thaththa mata katha kala oya aawe neththe ei ahanna. Mama oyage phone ekata try kala eth oyage eka rings yanawa ussanne nehe. Passé mama oyalage offie ekata gaththama kiwwa oay ada welasana giya kiyala. Mama ehemama chanukata gaththa eya dannawada balanna. Eyageth phone off. Passé mama eyalage gedarata gaththa. chanuka lectures gihin kiwwa. Mata wena karanna deyak nethi nisayi mama nadeeshata kiwwe.” Amma kiwwa. Mama kisi kathawak kale nehe. Kata piyagena es walin wetena kandulu walata ohe yanna dunna. ”aunty den pallehata yanna. Gihin tikak nida ganna. Mamayi nadiyayi innawane. Uwamanawak unoth enna kiyannam” theekshana ammata kiwwa. “one nehe daruwo. Mama innam” amma kiwwa. “amma yanna. One unoth mama enna kiyannam. Me denna innawane” mama kandulu pihida ganna gaman kiwwa. “ow anuty yanna. Mamayi theekshanayi innawane.” Nadeeshath kiwwa. “ehanam one unoth katha karanna” amma ehema kiyagena kaamaren eliyata giya.  “machan mama nangata call ekak deela ennam. Ektih baya wela inne” ehema kiyala nadeesha pallehata giya. Tikakin theekshana man gaawata ewith indagaththa. Mage diha tikak wela balan indala mage oluwa atha gewa. “man hungak baya una baba oya gena wistharayak nehe kiwwama. Oyata kawruru nethath oyage ammayi, yaaluwo dennayi innawa. Oyata one welawaka math innawa. Ei api kaatawath katha nokale baba? Oyata monawa hari unanam mata jeewath wela wedak nehe baba.” Theekshana ehama kiyala eyage papuwata maawa thurulu karagaththa. Mamath ehemmama thurulu wela hitiya. Mata issara denunu e unusuma, suwanda e papuwen thawamath denenawa. “ei eya maawa rewettuwe theekshana?” mama ehuwa. “danne nehe baba.” Theekshana uththra dunna. Mama ehema eyage papuwata thurulu wela innagaman “oya gedara yanna one neda?” mama ehuwa. “mama gedarata kiwwa baba. Kamak ne neda mama oya gaawa hitiyata?” theekshana magen ehuwa. “kamak nehe. Oya inna.” Mama kiwwa. Tikakin nadeesha kaamareta aaith aawa. “oyala chanukagen kisi deyak ahanna yanna epa. Eyata eyage paaduwe inna arinna” mama theekshanage papuwen ain wena gaman nadeeshata kiwwa. “oya issellath ohomama kiwwa. Denuth kiyanawa. Mata den oyath ekkath kenthi hash. Oyatama riddapu ekawa mona magulatada parissam karanna yanne?” nadeesha kiwwa. “please!” mama aaith illuwa. “oyanam hari hithuwakkakaryi hashan. One deyak.” Nadeesha kiwwa. “den babata baninna epa ban. Pawu.” Theekshana man diha balan kiwwa. “umba tikak nida ganin. Mama sofa eken elwa wennam” theekshana yanna negitta. “pissuda ban. Umba hitapan. Mama gedara gihin ennam umbatath endumak aran ennam.” Ehema kiyapu nadeesha man dihata heruna. “mama ikmanata gihin ennam mallo” eya mage oluwata kiss ekak dunna. “udeta enna nadeesha. Kamak nehe.” Mama kiwwa. “ne den muta kohomath endumak denna epeyi. Mama ennam.”  Nadeesha aaith kiwwa. “thaththage saramak illala dennam mama. Oya enna epa. Hungak re wela den.” Mama kiwwa. “sure?” nadeesha aaith ehuwa. “ow. Theekshana innawane. Oya yanna. kamak nehe” mama uththara dunna.  “Ehenam mama gihin ude paandarinma ennam mallo.” Eya aaith mage oluwata kiss ekak dunna. “machan ehenam malliwa hondata balaganin. One unoth auntyta katha karahan.. ” nadeesha kiwwa. “hari macho.” Theekshana kiwwa. Tikakin dennama pallehata gihin nadeesha giyata passé dorayi gate ekayi wahala theekshana aaith kaamareta aawa. “inna mama saramak aran ennam. “ mama negitinna heduwa. “saramak one nehe baba. Oyage kalisamak denna. E ethi. ” eya man langin waadi una. “atha ridenawada?” eya mage atha atha gaana gaman ehuwa. “tikak dewillayi” mama uththara dunna. “kalisam koheda thiyenne?” eya mgen ehuwa. “almariye yata thattuwe gearata andina ewa.” Mama kiwwa. “mata oyage shirt nam andina beri wei. Podi ethi hungak. Kamak nedda shirt ekak nethwua hitiyata?” eya magen aaith ehuwa. “kamak nehe.” Mama uththara dunn. Eya negitala almaariya erala kalisamak thora gaththa.“wash room eka koheda thiyenne?” magen ehuwa. “kaamaren eliyata yanakotama wam atha peththe.” Mama kiwwa. “ikmanata ennam” eya eyage ath diga kamise galawala yata beniyamayi kalisamayi pitin bathroom ekata giya. Mama himin negitta.. balcony eke dorath eran balcony ekata giya. Ahasa hari pehediliyi. Mama ahasa diha balagena ohe kalpana kala. eththatama kiwwoth, mage hithata denune his bawak. Kalpana karanna tharamwath deyak oluwata aawe nehe. E tharam oluwa his. Tikakin kaamare dora wahana sadde aawa. theekshanath balcony ekata aawa. mama  eya dihata heruna. Eya hungak wenas wela. Issra thibba tharamaka pirunu enga wenuwata, cut wechcha athletic body ekak eyata tibba.“wenas wela ne hungak mama?” eya mgen ehuwa. “hm” mama oluwa wenuwa. Eya ehemmama man langata aawa .eiwth maawa eyage mail thibba papuwata thurulu karagaththa. Naala aapu fresh gathiyath ekka, mail wala rendunu wathura bindu mage munata hari saneepeta denuna. “eth mage aadare wenas wela nehe mage raththran” eya mage oluwa mudunata kiss ekak dena gaman kiwwa. “hm” mama ekatath oluwa wenuwa. “badaginida?” eya ehuwa. “nehe” mama uththra dunna. “kiri ekak hadala genath dennada?” eya magen ehuwa. “epa” mama kiwwa. “epa kiyanna epa mage menika. Oya reta kaalath nehene. Man hadan ennam. Bomu api” maawa papuwen eth karana gaman eya kiwwa.. “ammata kiyanna. Amma hadayi” mama kiwwa. “amma pawu mage menika. Man hadan ennam.” Eya kiwwa.  Mama eya diha tika balan hitiya.  Eeta passé oluwa wenuwa. Eya mage nalalata kiss ekak deela pallehta giya. Mama aaith ahasa diha beluwa. Winadi 5kata withara passé aaith theekshana aawa. “meka bonna mage deiyo” eay mage athata koppayak dena gaman kiwwa. “oyata?” mama ehuwe eyage athe thawath ekak thibbe nethi nisa.  “mata epa. Menika bonna.” Eya kiwwa. “ehenam oyath meken bonna” mama eyata koppe dik kala. “menika beela ithiri karala denna” eya kiwwa. Mama uguru 2k,3k withra biwwa. “rasada? Mata seeni daanna therenne nehe. Mage gaanata daan aawe” eya kiwwa. “rasayi. Seeni ethi.” Mama eyata dena gaman kiwwa. Eya mama ithiru karala deepu kiri eka himin himin bona gaman aaith maawa eyage papuwata thrulu karagaththa. “mama hungak baya una mage menika oya gena aaranchiyak nehe kiwwama. Oyawa hamba une nethnam mama kolamba peerala hari oyawa hoyagannayi hitiye. Aai mehema karanna epa mage menika. Maawa bayatama mereyi. ” eya kiwwa. “mata e welawe mokuth hitha ganna beri una theekshana. Nethnam mama mage ammata nodanna inne nehe.” Mama kiwwa. “mama dannawa mage menika. Eth bayayi hithata oya gena aaranchiyak nehe kiwwama” eya kiwwa. “inna mama koppe hodala ennam.” Eya pallehata giya koppe hodanna. Mama balcony eke dora wahala kaamareta eiwith enda udin indagaththa. Tikakin kaamareta aatih theekshana aawa. ewith dora wehuwa. “mata kottayak denawada?” magen illuwa. “ei?” mama ehuwa. “bimin doyiyannam. Oya enda uda inna.” Theekshana kiwwa. “one nehe theekshana. Enna enda udata. Kamak nehe” mama kiwwa. Eyage muna kochchara eliya unada kiyala mata hondata penuna. “mage menika eha konata yanna. Mama ayine innam” eya kiwaw. Mamath eha konata giya. Eya light eka niwwe nehe. Mage enda udin eyath haansi wela mage kotteta muna thibba. “suwandayi” eya kiwwa. Mama punchi hinawak demma. Eya phone eka aran alarm eka thibba. “amma heta wedata yanne nehe kiwwa. Mama udema gedarata gihin endumak maaru karan office ekatath gihilla niwaduwak daala ennam. Kamak nehe neda? ” eya ehuwa. “one nehe theekshana. Oya office yanna.” Mama kiwwa. ”ane menika mama ennam. Please?” theekshana magen illuwa. “okay” mama eyata kiwwa. “den doiyamau 2th pahu wela” theekshana uththara deela maawa thurulu karaghtha. Mage oluwa piti passata kiss ekak deela “good night mage menika. Budu saranayi” kiwwa. “good night theekshana. Budu saranayi!” mamath kiwwa. Hithe amaaruwa, enge amaaruwa okkoma ekka thibba nisa mata loku wehesak denuna. Mata ikmanatama ninda giya. Pahuwada ude 6.30ta withra mata kawuda keedduwa. “baba meka bonna. Beela thawa tikak doiyanna. Mama gihin weda tikath karagena 10-11 withara weddi ennam” eya ehema kiyala mage nalalata kiss ekak dunna. “ikmanata ennam menika. Parissamin inna. Budu saranayi.” Eya kiyagena kaamaren eliyata giya. Mama kiri eka beela koppe hodanna pallehata enakota amma budun wandinawa. Mama koppe hodala eddi amma man diha beluwa. “monawa karannada puthe. Api hithana widiyata hema dema wenne nehene. Ena dekata muna denna hitha hada gamu.” Kiwwa. “ow amme. Mata oyayi mage yaalwo dennayi innawane. E hondatama ethi.” Mama kiwwa. “Honda kolu petiya.” Amma mage oluwata pahanen genapu thel tikaka gewa. “thaththa nethi unata passé mama ada thamayi kiri ekak bonna katha karaddi eherune.” Amma kiwwa. “ei e?” mata therune nehe. “5.30ta withara ara putha ewith kaamare dorata thattu kala aunty aunty kiyala. Mama dora eriya. Kolla kiri ekakuth hadagena matath ekak aran ewith dunna.” Amma kiwwa. Mama amma diha balala hina wuna. “thawa tikak nida ganna. Mama malshata kiyannam oyata asaneepayi kiyala” amma kiwwa. Mamath himin himin kaamareta ewith enden haansi una. Theekshana eeye re endan hitapu kalisama mage endum rack eke peththakin nawala thibba. Mama e diha balala loku husmak aran aaith endata wetuna nida ganna..

Thursday, June 11, 2015

Namak Ahimi Aadarayak Part 20.

Kaalaya himin himin gewila giya. E wagema mama mage jeewitheta ahapu thawath suba aaranchiyak ahanna lebuna. E nadeeshageth, sandunigeth affair ekata e dennage gewal walin kemeththa dunna kiyala. Mehema saamanya widiyata kaalaya gewila giya. Ude wedata yanawa, off wela enawa erunama special mokth thibbe nehe. Mata office ekedi wedipurama hithawath une Malsha kiyala akka kenek. Eya mata wada awurudu 4k wedimal. Eyata boyfriend kenek hitiya. Chanuka maawa hawasata muna gehenna nithara office aawa. meka malsha akka dawas kihipayak dekka. Api dawasak lunch eka ganiddi “hashan kawuda ara oyawa hemadama meet wenna ena  lassana boy?” kiyala ehuwa. “e mama andurana kenek. Ei oyata mokatada? Mama amila aiyata kiyannada?” Mama angata pathata nodeni uththara dunna. “ne ane nikam. Ne kenekda?”  eya aaith ehuwa. “ne ane.” Mama aaith kiwwa. “ehenam special kenekda?” malsha akka aaith ehuwa. Mama eya diha balala eka ehi bemak udata kala oluwa wanana gaman. Eya eeta passé “oh ho…. Ehenam someone special right? Who? your boyfriend?” eya magen ehuwa. Ne kiyanna behene e mage boyfriend thamayi. “yes he is. any problems?” mama ehuwa. “not at all. But you didn’t tell me at all ane. Sooo bad” eya aaith kiwwa. “If this was UK, France, USA or Australia I could have”  mama hina wewi kiwwa. “hmmm yeah. So do your parents know about this?”  aaith ehuwa. “From my side it’s a yes. But from his side it’s a no” mama uththara dunna. “Seriously?  Oyage amma dannawada? Eya kemathida? Upset nedda? Oyata benne gehuwe nedda?” prashna godayi. “ow ane. Amma dannawa. Amma okay with it. Anith prashna okkotama nehe. Me wena kaatawath kiyanna epa harida?” mama kiwwa. “pissuda aiyo? Top secret.” Eya aaith uththara dunna. Eda hawasa aaith maawa ganna chanuka aawa. eda malsha akka chanukatath dath thisdekama pena widiyata hina wela  “HI” kiyala atha wenuwa. Eya yanakm indala api api wenadata beema bonna yana kadeta giya.“araya moko mata amuthu widiyata hi kiwwe?” chanukage mune tikak norussana gathiyak thibba. “ah kiyanna amathaka unane. Eya ada api gena ehuwane. Oya mage boyfriendda kiyala?” mama kiwwa witharayi chanukata kenthi giya. “ithin thamuse moko ow kiwwada?” chanuka mata palaweni paarata thamuse kiwwa. “mama ow nethuwa nehe kiyannada chanuka? Because that’s who you are.” Mama kiwwa. Mama kiwwane mage iwaseema hungak lokuyi. Mata eya thamuse kiwwa kiyala eka gaanak une nehe. “pissuda halo? Nehe kiyanna thibbe. Shit ” eyata ada mokada me wela thiyenne? Mage hithata hari upset. “ei chanuka. Oya ithin mage boyfriendne? Ei mama boru kiyanne? Mata oyawa ehema andunnala denna beri ei?” mata den endenna onna menna. “kawuda danne owa kohe kohe gihin kiyayida kiyala? Okkoma iwarayine” eya aaith kiwwa. Adanam chanuka puduma tharam kenthiyakin hitiye. “eya owa kiyawa kiyawa yanne nehe chanuka” mama uththara dunna. “ei thamuse balan innawada? Kewa thamuse okkoma” eya ehema kiyala negitala yanna giya. Mama bilata 100k thiyala duwala aawa halt ekata. Maawa peni penima eya bus ekakata negala yanna giya. Mata hitha ganna beri una mokada une kiyala. Mama eya yana bus eka diha balan hitiya hungka wela ethanama hita gena. Es walin kandulu wetenna onna menna. Mokakda mama karapu weredda? Eya magene. Ei mata eyawa andunnala denna beri? Mama ehemmama saakkuwe thibba lensuwa aran es deka pihida gaththa. passé himin himin bus halt ekata ewidan gihin aapu bus ekakata negga. Mama chanukata call ganna ganna paarata eya cut kala. message ekakatawath reply kale nehe. Mama mona wereddak kalatada? Mama eda gedara gihin echchara sathutakin neweyi hitiye. Amma man diha balan hitiya mama kema eka ana ana kalpana kara kara innawa dekala. Mama amma dihawata herila hinawak demmath amma eka wishwasa kalada nedda kiyanna mama danne nehe. Mama katawal dekak thunak kaala atha sodan ewith enden haansi una. Chanukagen thawama reply ekak nehe. Eyage phone ekath off wela. Mama eka gena kalpana kara kara innakota matath nodenima mata ninda gihin. Ude negitinakotayi dekke amma fan eka daala mata reddath porawala gihin thiyenne kiyala. Eda dawasamath chanukagen mata reply ekak nehe. Kamak nehe one welawaka katha karayi ne. magene weredda. Eththa eya kiwwe. Hadissiyewath eyage gedara aya dengaththoth. Mage gon kama nisa thamayi okkoma. mama ehema hithala hitha hada gaththa. sathi dekak yanakam chanuka mageth ekka katha kalewath, maawa balannawath aawe nehe. Me weddi nadeesha campus patan gannakam kiyala eyage nede kenekge gedara giya Germany wala inna. Mata katha karannawath kenek nehe. Sanduni mage hondama yaaluwa unata man hungak close une nadeeshath ekka. E eya pirimi lamayek unu nisa. Sanduni ape gedara nithara nithara aawa giya. Eyatath mage wenasa hondatama therenna ethi. Eth mageth ekka e gena kisi deyak ehuwe nehe. Sanduni me weddi eyage final year eka karanna patan aran thibbe. Ekatama theekshnath enawa kiyala eya mata kiyala thibba. Theekshana hungak wenas wela kiyalth eya mata kiwwa. Eth e koi wage wenasakda kiyanna mama denan hitiye nehe. Mata denaganna one unath mama chanukata awanka wenna one kiyala e gena hithanna pelambuneth nehe. Eda ape convocation eken passé mama theekshanawa ehetawath dekke nehe. E kiyanne hariyatama awuruddakatath tikak wedi den. Eda chanuka math ekka tharaha wela gihin sathi thunakata passé irida dawaska ape gedara aawa. eda amma gedara hitiye nehe. Eya gedara dora gaawata eddima mama eyawa dekka. Mama duwala gihin eyage bella wate eth yawala eyata thurulu wela sorry kiwwa. Eth ekkama mata hondatama enduna. “hari hari den andanna epa petto. I’m also Sorry” chanuka mage oluwata kiss ekak denagaman kiwwa. “its okay.” Mama e kathawa ethaninma amathaka kala. chanukawth mamawath e kathawa aai katha kale nehe.  Unu dewalgena kiyawa kiyawa innawata wada ewa amathaka karala issarahata yanna puluwannam thamayi wadath Honda. Ithin mamath ehema kala. api denna eda peya 2k withara yanakam sex kala. eya wenada wagema iwara unu gaman gedara gihin ennam kiyala yanna giya. Mata me weddi eka huru wela thibbe. E nisa mama ewa ganan gaththe nehe. Ithin den hema dema aaith supurudu widiyata galan yanna giya. Eth aaith eeta passé chanuka ape office eka gaawata nam aawe nehe. Halt ekata ewith hitiya misak.
Sandunith, theekshanath 2012 December batch ekata final year eka karannayi enrolle une. Eyalage talent show ekak thibba. Ekata sanduni hitapu group eka dance item ekak kala. eka choreograph karanna mata enna kiwwa. Theekshawa nadeeshuth, sandunith dennama hondata danna nisa theekshanayi sanduniyi thamayi song eke lead actorsla une. Song eka Yeh Jawaani Hai Deewani movie eke Ghagra song eka. Ithin mama wedapalen dawas 3k niwadu demma mekata help karanna. Mage final year eka patan ganne e 2013 awurudde September intake ekedi. Mata thawa kal thiyenawane. Ithin mama badada, brahaspathinda, sikurada dawas thunama niwadu demma practices karanna dawas 5k thiyena nisa. Api badada ude sandunilage yaaluwekge ida kada thiyena gedarakata giya practices karanna. Api denna thamayi anthimatama giye. E weddi anith okkoma ewith practices karanna patan aran thibbe. Tika wela yaddi theekshana aawa. Mata eththatama theekshawa anduranna beri una. Eya e tharama wenas wela. Kolla hondatama sudu wela. wam athe welamite indan  tikak udata yanakam tattoo ekak thibba. Gym gihin gihin body eka sehenna shape wela thibune. Urahis hungak palal wela, model kenek wage wela. Rewula katu katu thiyenna ithiri karala kapala, me inne mama denan hitapu theekshanada kiyala matama hitha ganna beri una. Passé mama aaith mama kara kara hitapu wedeta concentrate kala. item eka practices karanakota mama boy side eka wagema girl side ekath demonstrate kala. ekedi sanduniwa thamayi mama boy part eka karanakota gaththe. Ithin mama akamethi unath theekshana ekka mata girl act eka demonstrate karanna una. Ekata theekshanath wenasak pennuwe nehe. Api practices karapu eka dawasakawath theekshana math ekka choreography ekata adaala deyak wath ehuwe nehe. Mama kiyala deepu gaman step eka alla gaththa. eyage wereddak kiyanna thibuneth nehe. Karapu hetith hondayi. Ithin apita katha karanna deyak thibbema nehe. Ekath eka athakin hondayi. Samahara wita wena kawruru hari den hoyan ethi. Mama ehema hitha gaththa.
Mama  eyalage act eka choreography karala iwara wela ena anithma dawase theekshana mata thanks kala. echcharayi e dawas pahatama eya math ekka katha karapu ekama wachane. Mamath eyata ekata oluwa wenuwa withrayi. Eyage tattoo eke podiyata English akurak thibba. Mata hariyatama eka dekke nehe. Mata wedak nehene kawuru unath. Mama ehema hithuwa. Mama choreography eka karanna giyata item eka balanna giye nehe. Nadeesha me weddi aaith lankawata ewith hitiye. Eya mata katha kalath mama giye nehe. Item eka lassanata thibba kiyala mata denaganna thibba. Mata ekata item eke hitapu kollo kello tika sanduni athe gift ekak ewala thibba. Jeewithe hari ekakaaryi. Ude wedata yanawa hawasa enawa. Nida gannawa kema kanawa. Ochchara thamayi karanne. Mama den dancing karannema nethi tharam. Kochchara unath mage size ekanam wedi une nehe. Hitapu kawakatu pettiya ehemama hitiya. Poth kiyawanna welawak thibbeth nehe. Api podi kaaledi ikmanata loku wenna dengaluwath, loku unama podi kale thibba winodaya, sehelluwa, nidahasa seema wena heti mama hondata ath winda. Chanuka magen enna ennama duras una. Eya den mata Yalata mahata call karanne, message karanne. University patangaththa nisa wenna ethi kiyala mama hethu hada gaththa. api muna gehena eka hungka seema una. Ekata mokuth kiyann behe. Mamath busy eyath busy. 2013 September maasedi mamath weekend batch ekata enroll una mage final year eka karanna. Den mama gedara inne Saturday witharayi. Edata thamayi chanuak ape gedara enne. Ewith amma hitiyoth peyak peya baagayak withara indala yanawa paadam karanna one kiyala. Hitiye nethnam api sex karala iwara unama yanna giya. Mama eyagen kisi dekata hetu ehuwe nehe. E ape ammagen aapu puruddak wenna ethi. Mama eyawa wishawasa kala. aadare karana dennek anith kenawa es piyan unath wishasa karanawane. Mamath ehemayi. Eya university eke wedath ekka busy nisa thamyi magen me weidiyata duras wenne kiyala mama nithara nithara hituwa. Eth kamak nehe. Eya dosthara mahaththayek unoth withrane apita pita ratakata gihin apema wela jeewath wenna puluwan eka wahalak yata. E wenakam okkoma iwasamu. Mama mage hitha hada gaththa. 2013 September sandunith, theekshanath eyalage final year eka iwara kala. e dennage results enakam e dennama jobs walata applications demma. Nadeeshanam eda wagema sandunith ekka nithara nithara ape gedara aawa giya. E denna kawadawath maawa thani kale nehe. Eyalage hema wedakatama maawa one una. Mama gedara innna dawas wala, eyalata niwadunam eyalath aawa. nadeesha mata ude hawasa message kala mage wisthara ahanna. Nadeeshuth, sandunith mage jeewithe kotas kaarayo. E aya mata kochcharak aadareyida kiyana eka mata thawama hitha ganna behe. E wagema nadeeshageth, sandunigeth hondama yaaluwek bawata theekshana path una. Sanduni thaniyama kohe hari yanawanam, mama nethnam theekshanath ekka yawanna nadeesha baya une nehe. Eyala e tharamatama yaaluwo welayi thibbe. University eken out wela job eka settle unata passe nadeeshath sandunith engagement eka gannawa kiyala theeranaya kala. e dennage love ekata me weddi awruu 6k withara. Mama eththatama eyala gena satutu una.

Ithin 2013 awuruddath himih himin gewila giya. 2013 awrudde October maaseth uda wuna. E maase thamayi mage jeewitheta uda wunu narakama October maasaya. Mokada une kiyala mama next chapter eken kiyannam.

Wednesday, June 10, 2015

Namak Ahimi Aadarayak Part 19

Eda nadeeshalage gedarin pitath wela eddi mage hithata denune dumindugena tharahakatath wada jayagrahi bawak. Mona de kalath theekshana mage witharayi kiyana hengeema mage hithe thibba kiwwoth hariyatama hari. Mata duminduwa theekshana reject kala kiyala ehuwama hithata denunu kuriru sathuta kiyala nima karanna behe. Minis hith harima pudumaakarayi kiyala mata den theerenne e dawaswala wechcha dewal analyze karala den balanakotayi. Ithin mama eda gedara ewith nadeeshata message ekak demma thanks karapu udawwata kiyala. Nadeesha you’re welcome kiyala reply ekak ewwa. Eda mage hithe thibba sathuta ape ammatath denuna wenna one. Amma api reta kema kaddi “moko sudu babage muna ada amuthu widiyata eliya wetila?” kiyala ehuwa. Mama “nikam amme” kiwwa. Amma maawa hadanna mona tharam duk windada kiyala mama dannawa. Thaththa maha re wenakam weda karala gedara eddi thaththata kanna iwwa, mage hemadema beluwa. Maawa us mahath kala. samahara wita mata nangiyek ho malliyek gena e denna hithuwe neththe mata denna puluwan uparima sepa e dennata puluwan widiyata denna one nisada kiyalath hithenawa. thaththa nethi unata passé amma eetath wada mahansi una. Magen amma kawada hari eyata munupurek, minipiriyak dakinna aasaawen inna ethi kiyala mata hithunu waara ananthayi. Eda mama kema mesedi ammagen aatih me gena ahanna hithuwa. Amma kema kewa pathathare balanagaman. “amme!”  “hm?” “amma sathutinda inne?” mama ehuwa. “ow baba ei ehema ehuwe? Mama kochchara sathutinda inne? Mata hondata hedichcha daruwek innawa. Eyage anagathe gena kisima bayak nehe. Ei mama duk wenne?” amma ehema kiwwa. “ei ehema ehuwe?” aaith amma. “ne mata nikam ahanna hithuna” mama kathawa maga arinna hithuwa. “ne wenna behe. Kiyannako eyi ehema ehuwe?” amma ehuwa. “mekayi amme, mage thereema gena amma dukin ethi kiyala mata hithenawa. mama kiyanne mageyi chanukageyi sambande gena. Amma aasawen inna ethi magen munupuro minipiriyo balanna. Eth e wenuwata mama ammata genawe bena kenekwa. Ekayi mama ehema ehuwe. Amma dukinnam kiyanna.  Mata genu lamayi gena hengeem nehe. E nisa genu lamayekwa marry nokara ammata one nam mama thanikadaawa innam. Mata me loke hemadetama wada ammawa watinawa.” Ehama kiyaddi matath nodenima mage es theth una. “aiyo lamayo. Mama dukin neweyi inne. Mage putha sathutinnam mata e ethi. Ow mamath aasawen hitiya thamayi oyage daruwek atha gaana. Eth mage putha mata  e de nodunnata kochcharak dewal deela thiyenawada sathutu wenna? Thaththa nethi una kiyala oya nomaga giye nehe. Keekaruwa heduna, hondata igena gannawa. Oya oyata awankayi. Arakku, cigarettes kate oythiyanne nehe. Mage hitha riddawala nehe. Mage wachaneta pitin gihin nehe. E  okkotama wada oya  oyata hungak aadare karana oyage boyfriendwath atha arinna soodanam mama nisa. Ithin mata wena monawada putha thawath oyagen illanna thiyenne. Mama oya podi nisa mewa katha baha nokalata mama den oyath ekka mewa katha karana eka hondayi kiyala hithenawa. mata mage sudu baba sathutin innawanam ei mama oyage sathuta uduraganna hadanne girl kenekwa marry karanna kiyala for the sake of a grandchild? I’m not that much selfish. I love you no matter who you’re. you always remains as my son who I saw for the first time 18 years ago. Do you understand me?” amma ehuwa. “hm yes I do” mama uththara dunna. “baba life is too short. We cannot always live for to satisfy others expectations. You have a life and you have all the rights to live as you pleased in a good way to you and to the society. I don’t see any threats of being my son a gay to him or to the society. So I don’t mind having a gay son. And I’m really  happy that my son is honest and he knows what he want and who he is. You don’t live a fake life. That’s what matters to me. Now you got the answer and drop the stupid question. Okay?” amma ehuwa. “sure. but amma always remember. I could give my life to you”  “I know my love” amma ehema uththara dunna. “den kaala iwaranam gihin pothak balaganna. Nethanam enna math ekka me TV eka balanna” amma kiwwa. Ape amma gena kiwwoth thaththa nethi una kiyala eya kethata ende pelende nehe. Nithara hondata naala, pirisinduwa hitiya. Konde tikak kotata kapala punchi kellak wage thamayi hitiye. E thaththa amma innawata aasa widiyalu e wagema mage image eka genath hithanna onelu. E nisa amma ammata gelapena widiye wilasitha kala. mata one thenaka gihin bayak nowi pennanna puluwan widiye amma kenek thamayi mage amma. Amma mona de kalath deweni wiwahayak gena nam hituwe nehe. Thaththge aadare ammata hondatama ethi kiyalayi amma kiyanne. Ithin ammata hondayinam mamath sathutin.
Kema kaala mamath kaamareta gihin pothak athata gaththa kiyawanna. Welawa re 7.45ta withara ethi. Api saamanyayen 7 indan peya baagayak withara kema kanawa. Eka mama podi kale indan ape gedara puruddak. Thaththa gedara inne re tike witharayi nisa ammage bala kireemata api okkoma kema mese indan kema kanna purudu una. Eka kochchara sathtu hithena ath dekeemakda kiyala mama hondata dannawa. TV eka diha balagena ohe kema gilinawata wada mesen waadi wela kana eka hari priyajanaka ath dekeemak. Ithin me weddinam wenadata chanuka kema kewada mokada karanne kiyala ahala message karanawa. Eth ada dawasatama ekakwath nehe. Kollata weda ethi kiyala mamath eka ganan gaththe nehe. Eth re nida ganna yaddi mama eyata message ekak yewwa good night kiyanna. Eka deliver unath reply ekaknam aawe nehe. Paadam karanawa ethi. Mama ehema hithala nindata giya. Re 10.30ta withara mata text message ekak aawa. “petto I’m sorry. Mata ninda gihin hitiye. Kema kewada? Den doyida?” kiyala ahala. Mama herena thepelen reply kala. “ne sudu mahaththayo. Doyi nehe thawama. Mama kema kewa. Sudu mahaththaya kewada?” kiyala ahala. “mamath kewa petto. Mata petta gaawa nithara nithara doiyala purudu wela den thaniyama doiya yanne nehe paaluyi” eya reply kala. “matath. Oya nethuwa harima paaluyi.” Mama reply kala. “me petto, api kaalekin chanuka petawu hadanna try ekak dunneth nehe ne?” eya mata reply ekak aaith ewwa. Mata eka kiyawaddi wena wena dewal hithenawatath wada hina giya. “mata puluwanye petawu hadanna?” mama reply kala. “eka thama puluwanda kiyala balannayi mama me nithara nithaa try karanne.” Eya aaith reply kala. “eka ne? try karala balannako hemadama ehenam. lol”  Mama reply kala. “petto mama heta ennada?” eya ehuwa. “ennako suddo. Matath oyawa dakinna one” mama reply kala. “mama heta re nawathinna ennam” eya kiwwa. “hari sudu ehenam den doiyanna. Matath doiy mathayi.” Mama reply kala. “good night petto. Budu saranayi. Parissamin inna. I Love You” mata reply ekak ewwa. “I love you too my sweet boyfriend” mamath reply karala phone eka peththakin thiyala nida gaththa.
Pahu wenida Sunday. Mama eda class giya. Sanduni nadeeshata kiyala class ekata eralawagena thibba. Mama yanakota theekshanayi sanduniyi loku kathawaka. Maawa mulinma dekke theekshana. “good morning hashan” eya mata wish kala. “good morning!” mamath wish kala. tikakin api class ekata giya. Class eka ethulata yanakota theekshana mata tikak inna kiwwa.  Mama newathuna. “ei?” mama ehuwa. “eeye mama kiyapu hema dema akurak neera eththa. Mama wena kaatawath maawa denna kemathi nehe. Kenek mage hithe thawama innawa. Mata eyawa ethi. Please puluwannam maawa wishawasa karanna” eya magen illuwa. “aiyo oka den amathaka karanna theekshana. Oya mata kiyapuwa mama wishawasa karanawa. Mata samawenna eda wechcha deta. Mata maawa control nethi una.” Mama samawa illuwa. “ekata kamak nehe hashan. By the way I like it. Mokada oyage hithen thawama man amathaka wela gihilla nehe kiyala den dannawa.” Eya kiwwa. “hmmm. Api den owa amathaka karamu. Yamu class ekata” mama issara una. Api class ekata giya. Aaith ethanin passé theekshana mageth ekka kathawata aawe nehe. Mama katha kaleth nehe. Eth hamba unoth eya hinawela yanawa.
Theekshana mata kochcharak aadare karanawada kiyala mata therune api wen unata passé. Mama eya mulin mulin chapalyi, eyayi pawanigeiyi relationship eka allan randu kalata, theekshana wediyema aadare kale matayi kiyana eka mata theruna. Eya mata kochcharak aadareyida kiyana eka eya eyage wachanen witharak neweyi, eyage hesereemenuth oppu kala. api dennagen durwalama hitha thibune mata kiyala mata therum giya. Eyage aadare mata therum ganna kalgiya eka gena mata welawakata man genama tharaha giya. Eth aaith mata herenna behe. Mama chanukath ekka hungak dura gihin herenna beri tharam. Eth mata theekshanawath mage jeewitheta nethiwa beri bawa, mage yati hitha eyawa illana bawa mata therune serayak deserayak neweyi. Eth mama chanukata aadare kala. eka brou neweyi. Mama chanukata wagema theekshanatath aadare kala. eth mama mage limits denagena hitapu nisa mama karanne wereddak neweyi kiyala mama mata eththu gennewwa. Mama theekshnath ekka physically activities mokuth nokara, eyage unuhuma hoyanne nethwa inna thakkal mama chanukata wereddak karanne nehe kiyala mama hithuwa. Eth e atharema theekshanawa amathaka karanna mama ganna puluwan hema uthsahayakma gaththa.
Ape jeewitha saamakaamee widiyata gewuna. 2011 November maasedi nadeesha athe mata theekshana eyage birthday cake kellak ewala thibuna podi note ekaktuth ekka.
 “math ekka tharaha unata, maegn eth unata kamak nehe. Maawa amathaka karanna epa. Mama oyata thawamath aadareyi. Oya chanukath ekka sathutin inna. Mama suba pathanawa. Eth maawa amathaka karanna epa. Mama oya wenuwen one welawaka innawa.” Kiyala. Mama cake kella gedara genath, nadeeshata aaith note ekak liyala dunna theekshanta denna kiyala.
“suba upan dinayak theekshana. Mama oyawa amathaka karanne nehe. Eth oyagena mage hithe den aadarayak nehe. Yaaluwek widiyata hemadaama mathakaye indeewi. Oya mage hemadekama palaweniya. Eka gena mata hungak sathutuyi. Mama aadare kale oyata. Mage hema deyakma issellama dunne oyata. Oyawa therum ganne nethuwa oyagen eth wela oyata hungak duk dunna. Ekata mata samaawenna puluwannam. Eth mata aai enna behe. Mama chanukath ekka inna hitha hadan iwarayi.  Oya puluwannam maawa amathaka karala wena kenek gena hithanna. Mama tharaha nehe. Oyata ehema karann epa kiyanna mata behe. Sathutin inna. Happy future. Good bye”
Eda mama theekshanata ehema note eka yewwata passé mage hitha hungak nidahas una. Ape jeewitha sathutin gewannanam apima ape ath deken hemadema hadaganna one. Mama eka eda therum gaththa. ithin mama theekshanawa yaaluwek gaanta daanam. Chanukath ekka hondin innam. Kalin gaththu theeranaya dewei paaratath aran hitha dedi karagaththa. Mama chanukata aadareyi. Eka boruwak neweyi. Mama eyata hugngak aadareyi. E unata mata theekshanawa amathaka karanna beri una.. Ekayi magen chanukata mechchara kaalekata unu ekama weredda. Eth mama e weredda puluwan tharam ikmanata hada gannam kiyala theeranaya kala.
Ohoma 2011 awurudda gewuna. Theekshana magen hungak eth wela kiyala mata denuna. Eth eka gena mata me weddi denunu hengeema hungak durata elwathura wage welayi thibune. Mama issella kiwwa wage mama chanuka ekka sathutin inna hemadema kara.  2012 awurudda uda wuna. Apita den A/Ls karanna thiyenne thawa maasa 7k wage. Api puluwan tharam mahansi una. Mama university yanne nehe kiyala ammatayi chanukatayi dennatama kiwwa. E dennath akamethi une nehe mama HND karana nisa. HND eka iwara una e awurudde February. Matath ,sandunitath, theekshanatath thun denatama 2.1 class diploma eka hamba une. Ithin convocation thibuna. Mama logo ekath endan, diploma eka aran enakota sandunigeyi eyage gedara ayagei, ammageyi, nadeeshageyi  (mage pawula) es wala thibba sathuta mata wachanayen kiyaganna beri tharam. Convocation ekata chanuka aawe nethehte eyata eda Physics classes thibba nisa. Eya enna ahanakota mama thamayi balen neweththuwe meka balanna class eka cut karanna epa kiyala. 2012 awurudda ikmanatama gewuna. Mama edineda dewal edinedama paadam karapu nisa mata loku mahansiyak daranna une nehe amuthuwen. Sandunith, mamath dennama university noyanna theeranaya kala. e wunath api A/Ls hondin karannath unandu una. Ape A/ls iwara unata passé chanuka tikak magen duras una kiyala kiwwoth hari. E dawas wala notherunath mata den therenawa eyage e hesireem gena. Aadare andayi kiyanawane. Matath eka podu una. Mama eyawa es deka piyan wishwasa kala. A/L  iwara karala maasa dekak withara gedara innakota mama ammagenuth, chanukagenuth e wagema mage aiya and nangi hathra denagenma ahala mama job ekakata yanna theeranaya kala. A/Ls iwara unata passé ape amma mage jeewithe theerana mata thaniyama ganna kiyala munatama kiyala awasara dunna. Eth mama gaththu hema theeranayakadima mama ammage adahasa ehuwa. Ammage aashirwaadaya mata hungak watinawa.

Maasa 2k withara application daala daala, interviews passé bada gaala bada gaala anthimata mata Colombo 2 ekathara prasidda thenaka junior software developer kenek hetiyata job eka hamba una. Mulinma salary eka 20000k. ekan mama mage gedara hemotama thegi gaththa. ammata 3000ka gift vourcher ekak dunna. Chanuka, nadeesha, sanduni hemotamath 3000 gaane gift vourchers dunna.  Eda hawasa api okkoma gewal langa pansalata giya. Passé reta kemath kaala thamayi gedara aaawe. Ammageth chanukageth bala kireema matha mama mage salary ekan kotasak ithuru kala. mage final year eka karanna mama salli ithuru kala. 2013 January maase aga dawasaka (29-30-31 dawas walin ekaka) ape results aawa. Chanukath, Nadeeshath dennam A3k aran university yanna waasanawa uda karagena thibba. Sandunita A1, B1k C1k thibuna. Mata A1 B2k thibba. Mama weda erila ewith wash ekak daagena oluwa pihida phida enakota thamayi amma mata aaranchiya kiwwe. Mama ehemmamam ammawath allan ethanama kerakuna. Eth ekkama matath ammatath thaththawa mathak wela enduna. E thaththa nethi unata passé api denna enduwa mulma wathawa thaththawa mathak wela. Hemadema nisakalankawa galagena yanawa wage udin penunata mage jeewitheta loku henayak Gahanna lanwenawa kiyala mama nikamatawath me weddi denan hitiye nehe.