Namak Ahimi Aadarayak Part 19

Eda nadeeshalage gedarin pitath wela eddi mage hithata denune dumindugena tharahakatath wada jayagrahi bawak. Mona de kalath theekshana mage witharayi kiyana hengeema mage hithe thibba kiwwoth hariyatama hari. Mata duminduwa theekshana reject kala kiyala ehuwama hithata denunu kuriru sathuta kiyala nima karanna behe. Minis hith harima pudumaakarayi kiyala mata den theerenne e dawaswala wechcha dewal analyze karala den balanakotayi. Ithin mama eda gedara ewith nadeeshata message ekak demma thanks karapu udawwata kiyala. Nadeesha you’re welcome kiyala reply ekak ewwa. Eda mage hithe thibba sathuta ape ammatath denuna wenna one. Amma api reta kema kaddi “moko sudu babage muna ada amuthu widiyata eliya wetila?” kiyala ehuwa. Mama “nikam amme” kiwwa. Amma maawa hadanna mona tharam duk windada kiyala mama dannawa. Thaththa maha re wenakam weda karala gedara eddi thaththata kanna iwwa, mage hemadema beluwa. Maawa us mahath kala. samahara wita mata nangiyek ho malliyek gena e denna hithuwe neththe mata denna puluwan uparima sepa e dennata puluwan widiyata denna one nisada kiyalath hithenawa. thaththa nethi unata passé amma eetath wada mahansi una. Magen amma kawada hari eyata munupurek, minipiriyak dakinna aasaawen inna ethi kiyala mata hithunu waara ananthayi. Eda mama kema mesedi ammagen aatih me gena ahanna hithuwa. Amma kema kewa pathathare balanagaman. “amme!”  “hm?” “amma sathutinda inne?” mama ehuwa. “ow baba ei ehema ehuwe? Mama kochchara sathutinda inne? Mata hondata hedichcha daruwek innawa. Eyage anagathe gena kisima bayak nehe. Ei mama duk wenne?” amma ehema kiwwa. “ei ehema ehuwe?” aaith amma. “ne mata nikam ahanna hithuna” mama kathawa maga arinna hithuwa. “ne wenna behe. Kiyannako eyi ehema ehuwe?” amma ehuwa. “mekayi amme, mage thereema gena amma dukin ethi kiyala mata hithenawa. mama kiyanne mageyi chanukageyi sambande gena. Amma aasawen inna ethi magen munupuro minipiriyo balanna. Eth e wenuwata mama ammata genawe bena kenekwa. Ekayi mama ehema ehuwe. Amma dukinnam kiyanna.  Mata genu lamayi gena hengeem nehe. E nisa genu lamayekwa marry nokara ammata one nam mama thanikadaawa innam. Mata me loke hemadetama wada ammawa watinawa.” Ehama kiyaddi matath nodenima mage es theth una. “aiyo lamayo. Mama dukin neweyi inne. Mage putha sathutinnam mata e ethi. Ow mamath aasawen hitiya thamayi oyage daruwek atha gaana. Eth mage putha mata  e de nodunnata kochcharak dewal deela thiyenawada sathutu wenna? Thaththa nethi una kiyala oya nomaga giye nehe. Keekaruwa heduna, hondata igena gannawa. Oya oyata awankayi. Arakku, cigarettes kate oythiyanne nehe. Mage hitha riddawala nehe. Mage wachaneta pitin gihin nehe. E  okkotama wada oya  oyata hungak aadare karana oyage boyfriendwath atha arinna soodanam mama nisa. Ithin mata wena monawada putha thawath oyagen illanna thiyenne. Mama oya podi nisa mewa katha baha nokalata mama den oyath ekka mewa katha karana eka hondayi kiyala hithenawa. mata mage sudu baba sathutin innawanam ei mama oyage sathuta uduraganna hadanne girl kenekwa marry karanna kiyala for the sake of a grandchild? I’m not that much selfish. I love you no matter who you’re. you always remains as my son who I saw for the first time 18 years ago. Do you understand me?” amma ehuwa. “hm yes I do” mama uththara dunna. “baba life is too short. We cannot always live for to satisfy others expectations. You have a life and you have all the rights to live as you pleased in a good way to you and to the society. I don’t see any threats of being my son a gay to him or to the society. So I don’t mind having a gay son. And I’m really  happy that my son is honest and he knows what he want and who he is. You don’t live a fake life. That’s what matters to me. Now you got the answer and drop the stupid question. Okay?” amma ehuwa. “sure. but amma always remember. I could give my life to you”  “I know my love” amma ehema uththara dunna. “den kaala iwaranam gihin pothak balaganna. Nethanam enna math ekka me TV eka balanna” amma kiwwa. Ape amma gena kiwwoth thaththa nethi una kiyala eya kethata ende pelende nehe. Nithara hondata naala, pirisinduwa hitiya. Konde tikak kotata kapala punchi kellak wage thamayi hitiye. E thaththa amma innawata aasa widiyalu e wagema mage image eka genath hithanna onelu. E nisa amma ammata gelapena widiye wilasitha kala. mata one thenaka gihin bayak nowi pennanna puluwan widiye amma kenek thamayi mage amma. Amma mona de kalath deweni wiwahayak gena nam hituwe nehe. Thaththge aadare ammata hondatama ethi kiyalayi amma kiyanne. Ithin ammata hondayinam mamath sathutin.

Kema kaala mamath kaamareta gihin pothak athata gaththa kiyawanna. Welawa re 7.45ta withara ethi. Api saamanyayen 7 indan peya baagayak withara kema kanawa. Eka mama podi kale indan ape gedara puruddak. Thaththa gedara inne re tike witharayi nisa ammage bala kireemata api okkoma kema mese indan kema kanna purudu una. Eka kochchara sathtu hithena ath dekeemakda kiyala mama hondata dannawa. TV eka diha balagena ohe kema gilinawata wada mesen waadi wela kana eka hari priyajanaka ath dekeemak. Ithin me weddinam wenadata chanuka kema kewada mokada karanne kiyala ahala message karanawa. Eth ada dawasatama ekakwath nehe. Kollata weda ethi kiyala mamath eka ganan gaththe nehe. Eth re nida ganna yaddi mama eyata message ekak yewwa good night kiyanna. Eka deliver unath reply ekaknam aawe nehe. Paadam karanawa ethi. Mama ehema hithala nindata giya. Re 10.30ta withara mata text message ekak aawa. “petto I’m sorry. Mata ninda gihin hitiye. Kema kewada? Den doyida?” kiyala ahala. Mama herena thepelen reply kala. “ne sudu mahaththayo. Doyi nehe thawama. Mama kema kewa. Sudu mahaththaya kewada?” kiyala ahala. “mamath kewa petto. Mata petta gaawa nithara nithara doiyala purudu wela den thaniyama doiya yanne nehe paaluyi” eya reply kala. “matath. Oya nethuwa harima paaluyi.” Mama reply kala. “me petto, api kaalekin chanuka petawu hadanna try ekak dunneth nehe ne?” eya mata reply ekak aaith ewwa. Mata eka kiyawaddi wena wena dewal hithenawatath wada hina giya. “mata puluwanye petawu hadanna?” mama reply kala. “eka thama puluwanda kiyala balannayi mama me nithara nithaa try karanne.” Eya aaith reply kala. “eka ne? try karala balannako hemadama ehenam. lol”  Mama reply kala. “petto mama heta ennada?” eya ehuwa. “ennako suddo. Matath oyawa dakinna one” mama reply kala. “mama heta re nawathinna ennam” eya kiwwa. “hari sudu ehenam den doiyanna. Matath doiy mathayi.” Mama reply kala. “good night petto. Budu saranayi. Parissamin inna. I Love You” mata reply ekak ewwa. “I love you too my sweet boyfriend” mamath reply karala phone eka peththakin thiyala nida gaththa.

Pahu wenida Sunday. Mama eda class giya. Sanduni nadeeshata kiyala class ekata eralawagena thibba. Mama yanakota theekshanayi sanduniyi loku kathawaka. Maawa mulinma dekke theekshana. “good morning hashan” eya mata wish kala. “good morning!” mamath wish kala. tikakin api class ekata giya. Class eka ethulata yanakota theekshana mata tikak inna kiwwa.  Mama newathuna. “ei?” mama ehuwa. “eeye mama kiyapu hema dema akurak neera eththa. Mama wena kaatawath maawa denna kemathi nehe. Kenek mage hithe thawama innawa. Mata eyawa ethi. Please puluwannam maawa wishawasa karanna” eya magen illuwa. “aiyo oka den amathaka karanna theekshana. Oya mata kiyapuwa mama wishawasa karanawa. Mata samawenna eda wechcha deta. Mata maawa control nethi una.” Mama samawa illuwa. “ekata kamak nehe hashan. By the way I like it. Mokada oyage hithen thawama man amathaka wela gihilla nehe kiyala den dannawa.” Eya kiwwa. “hmmm. Api den owa amathaka karamu. Yamu class ekata” mama issara una. Api class ekata giya. Aaith ethanin passé theekshana mageth ekka kathawata aawe nehe. Mama katha kaleth nehe. Eth hamba unoth eya hinawela yanawa.

Theekshana mata kochcharak aadare karanawada kiyala mata therune api wen unata passé. Mama eya mulin mulin chapalyi, eyayi pawanigeiyi relationship eka allan randu kalata, theekshana wediyema aadare kale matayi kiyana eka mata theruna. Eya mata kochcharak aadareyida kiyana eka eya eyage wachanen witharak neweyi, eyage hesereemenuth oppu kala. api dennagen durwalama hitha thibune mata kiyala mata therum giya. Eyage aadare mata therum ganna kalgiya eka gena mata welawakata man genama tharaha giya. Eth aaith mata herenna behe. Mama chanukath ekka hungak dura gihin herenna beri tharam. Eth mata theekshanawath mage jeewitheta nethiwa beri bawa, mage yati hitha eyawa illana bawa mata therune serayak deserayak neweyi. Eth mama chanukata aadare kala. eka brou neweyi. Mama chanukata wagema theekshanatath aadare kala. eth mama mage limits denagena hitapu nisa mama karanne wereddak neweyi kiyala mama mata eththu gennewwa. Mama theekshnath ekka physically activities mokuth nokara, eyage unuhuma hoyanne nethwa inna thakkal mama chanukata wereddak karanne nehe kiyala mama hithuwa. Eth e atharema theekshanawa amathaka karanna mama ganna puluwan hema uthsahayakma gaththa.

Ape jeewitha saamakaamee widiyata gewuna. 2011 November maasedi nadeesha athe mata theekshana eyage birthday cake kellak ewala thibuna podi note ekaktuth ekka.

 “math ekka tharaha unata, maegn eth unata kamak nehe. Maawa amathaka karanna epa. Mama oyata thawamath aadareyi. Oya chanukath ekka sathutin inna. Mama suba pathanawa. Eth maawa amathaka karanna epa. Mama oya wenuwen one welawaka innawa.” Kiyala. Mama cake kella gedara genath, nadeeshata aaith note ekak liyala dunna theekshanta denna kiyala.

“suba upan dinayak theekshana. Mama oyawa amathaka karanne nehe. Eth oyagena mage hithe den aadarayak nehe. Yaaluwek widiyata hemadaama mathakaye indeewi. Oya mage hemadekama palaweniya. Eka gena mata hungak sathutuyi. Mama aadare kale oyata. Mage hema deyakma issellama dunne oyata. Oyawa therum ganne nethuwa oyagen eth wela oyata hungak duk dunna. Ekata mata samaawenna puluwannam. Eth mata aai enna behe. Mama chanukath ekka inna hitha hadan iwarayi.  Oya puluwannam maawa amathaka karala wena kenek gena hithanna. Mama tharaha nehe. Oyata ehema karann epa kiyanna mata behe. Sathutin inna. Happy future. Good bye”

Eda mama theekshanata ehema note eka yewwata passé mage hitha hungak nidahas una. Ape jeewitha sathutin gewannanam apima ape ath deken hemadema hadaganna one. Mama eka eda therum gaththa. ithin mama theekshanawa yaaluwek gaanta daanam. Chanukath ekka hondin innam. Kalin gaththu theeranaya dewei paaratath aran hitha dedi karagaththa. Mama chanukata aadareyi. Eka boruwak neweyi. Mama eyata hugngak aadareyi. E unata mata theekshanawa amathaka karanna beri una.. Ekayi magen chanukata mechchara kaalekata unu ekama weredda. Eth mama e weredda puluwan tharam ikmanata hada gannam kiyala theeranaya kala.

Ohoma 2011 awurudda gewuna. Theekshana magen hungak eth wela kiyala mata denuna. Eth eka gena mata me weddi denunu hengeema hungak durata elwathura wage welayi thibune. Mama issella kiwwa wage mama chanuka ekka sathutin inna hemadema kara.  2012 awurudda uda wuna. Apita den A/Ls karanna thiyenne thawa maasa 7k wage. Api puluwan tharam mahansi una. Mama university yanne nehe kiyala ammatayi chanukatayi dennatama kiwwa. E dennath akamethi une nehe mama HND karana nisa. HND eka iwara una e awurudde February. Matath ,sandunitath, theekshanatath thun denatama 2.1 class diploma eka hamba une. Ithin convocation thibuna. Mama logo ekath endan, diploma eka aran enakota sandunigeyi eyage gedara ayagei, ammageyi, nadeeshageyi  (mage pawula) es wala thibba sathuta mata wachanayen kiyaganna beri tharam. Convocation ekata chanuka aawe nethehte eyata eda Physics classes thibba nisa. Eya enna ahanakota mama thamayi balen neweththuwe meka balanna class eka cut karanna epa kiyala. 2012 awurudda ikmanatama gewuna. Mama edineda dewal edinedama paadam karapu nisa mata loku mahansiyak daranna une nehe amuthuwen. Sandunith, mamath dennama university noyanna theeranaya kala. e wunath api A/Ls hondin karannath unandu una. Ape A/ls iwara unata passé chanuka tikak magen duras una kiyala kiwwoth hari. E dawas wala notherunath mata den therenawa eyage e hesireem gena. Aadare andayi kiyanawane. Matath eka podu una. Mama eyawa es deka piyan wishwasa kala. A/L  iwara karala maasa dekak withara gedara innakota mama ammagenuth, chanukagenuth e wagema mage aiya and nangi hathra denagenma ahala mama job ekakata yanna theeranaya kala. A/Ls iwara unata passé ape amma mage jeewithe theerana mata thaniyama ganna kiyala munatama kiyala awasara dunna. Eth mama gaththu hema theeranayakadima mama ammage adahasa ehuwa. Ammage aashirwaadaya mata hungak watinawa.

Maasa 2k withara application daala daala, interviews passé bada gaala bada gaala anthimata mata Colombo 2 ekathara prasidda thenaka junior software developer kenek hetiyata job eka hamba una. Mulinma salary eka 20000k. ekan mama mage gedara hemotama thegi gaththa. ammata 3000ka gift vourcher ekak dunna. Chanuka, nadeesha, sanduni hemotamath 3000 gaane gift vourchers dunna.  Eda hawasa api okkoma gewal langa pansalata giya. Passé reta kemath kaala thamayi gedara aaawe. Ammageth chanukageth bala kireema matha mama mage salary ekan kotasak ithuru kala. mage final year eka karanna mama salli ithuru kala. 2013 January maase aga dawasaka (29-30-31 dawas walin ekaka) ape results aawa. Chanukath, Nadeeshath dennam A3k aran university yanna waasanawa uda karagena thibba. Sandunita A1, B1k C1k thibuna. Mata A1 B2k thibba. Mama weda erila ewith wash ekak daagena oluwa pihida phida enakota thamayi amma mata aaranchiya kiwwe. Mama ehemmamam ammawath allan ethanama kerakuna. Eth ekkama matath ammatath thaththawa mathak wela enduna. E thaththa nethi unata passé api denna enduwa mulma wathawa thaththawa mathak wela. Hemadema nisakalankawa galagena yanawa wage udin penunata mage jeewitheta loku henayak Gahanna lanwenawa kiyala mama nikamatawath me weddi denan hitiye nehe.